On a Personal Note

Random

2011-01-13T15:01:00.000+08:00

- I miss him :(

- chatting to his friend (my friend too :D) in FB

- my mind is debating. workout or not??


a gift from Japan: *HK oil blotting paper* from my (ex) co-worker.

barquillos. we used to make this before when we still had our bakery. not crazy about this though.


my lunch. pakwan (watermelon). my mom gave me this >.<

a fun song i heard this morning ^.^ I so love it!!

To-do's tomorrow:

- go to work early (5:30 am!) for my 7 am shift.

- gym after

- tidy up my room (good luck on this)

- sleep early (good luck on this as well lol)

January 10, 2010

2011-01-13T11:05:00.000+08:00

.. a date I will never forget.

The truth is, while you're at the brink of death, everything flashes back. What you did while you're still alive.... The people you love... Every single thing about you. In just a split second you will see/realize it all.

I know because it happened to me....

I don't want to recall that horrible event. Because I almost died that night.

One thing I can remember was, while my body was tossed from left to right of the jeep I was in, and my mind has gone blank (and all I can think about was "is this the end..."), there was a sudden bright light in front of me. I don't know if it was from all the vehicles that was passing by or what. I was almost thrown outside the jeep but for some reason i felt some hands grabbing my hands and controlled it and put it on the two seats for me to hold on to. And I also felt a shield at my back that barricaded me from going outside.

From that moment I know I felt my father. My heavenly God. He protected me.

Yes. My life now is my second one.

I was talking to him last night and I can't help but burst into tears. I have so much guilt in me. The thing is, he has given me the BIGGEST gift a person can ever receive from him.... MY SALVATION. But being a human being, I can't resist the temptation the world offers me. My Christian life has nothing but DOWN since last year.

What happened that night was a bitter sweet wake up call from my father. I know I haven't been able to do my duties as his daughter. I have been too selfish and preoccupied in worldly things that I have forgotten about him. I lack on sharing even a little bit of my time to him.

Saying sorry is not enough. I still believe in ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS. Not going to promise anything because there will always be that bumpy road that I have no choice but to take. But you know what, I am more eager and confident that I can surpass that challenge because my father is always with me. He has always been :)

Thank you papa God! I love you!

Things I love Thursday

2011-01-07T10:34:00.000+08:00

New Year|| gifts from people I never imagined would share a lil something to me (pathologists and (ex)manager)|| two messages from my boyfriend that makes me smile 'til now|| compliments from patients regarding my extraction|| writing at my gratitude journal|| my 2011 BDJ planner||steak quesada last night for dinner at army navy|| workout|| juice my mom made from fresh fruits|| Bodhi (vegetarian fast food) for lunch|| going to Fullybooked and seeing pretty things|| scented candle|| new plastic cabinet for storage at my bathroom|| a photo of kim kardashian|| peanuts with garlic|| "Getting back into the positive swing of things & remembering that EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE" - galadarling

Goodies!

2011-01-04T17:44:00.001+08:00

I got some post christmas presents the other day ^.^

.. cute mug - from our pathologist
.. hello kitty wallet - from my boyfriends sister (thanks boo!)
.. bag hook thingy - from our manager
.. 2011 Belle de Jour planner - myself. lol.

I'm not really sure about what I feel about this planner. I'm caught in between of regret and like for some reason. It's alright I think but I'm not too crazy about it. Not compared to my 2010 BDJ planner. That one I was overly excited about. The only thing was I didn't really get to use the whole thing last year :( which sucks because I spent 600+ because I ordered mine online so a shipping fee was included. But anyway... I purchased this planner at fullybooked- sm the block (that store is AMAZING!) and I paid 598 for it.

I included this thing in one of my new year's resolution: TO OVER USE AND ABUSE IT! hahaha!

Oh! and look what I found inside...

Lol. say wut?!

1.1.11

2011-01-01T15:06:00.001+08:00

My family wasn't entirely complete in welcoming 2011. My dad wasn't here due to his work abroad. My sister on the other hand has her own journey. Healing from a hurt that was caused by the years that has gone by. My brother has his own affair at his church.

But despite their absence, we welcomed the year full of joy in our hearts. We managed to laughed and enjoyed all the fireworks of our neighbors. It wasn't really that bad. I'm still glad and grateful for all these.

some captions from last nights fireworks

We went up the rooftop just to get a full view of what's happening. And I tell you it was a-m-a-z-i-n-g!!! Gah! All the colors. The sound. Everywhere I turn there was that beautiful outburst of the fireworks.

every Filipino household has these on their table come new years eve

We only had little time left to cook so my mom made only a couple of dishes. But she sees to it that we have a handful of fruits on our table.

Just for fun!!

Here's a tip for the next year hahahaha!

Wear something pretty. Something that will add glow to your whole being. This will help you lift up your mood. The design and the color of my top jives with the occasion. Plus, I love the bow embedded to it.

Do something outrageous. Just to add a bit of entertainment on your new year. I played around with the mask my boyfriend gave me.

At the end of all the celebration, talk to someone you love before you go to bed. Let's start the year right by smiling before we close our eyes. Who knows! maybe we will end the year with this lovely gesture ^.^ Of course as for me, I had a chat with my boyfriend in fb, ym and on the fone lol.

Let's begin our year with a bang!

Rock it baby!

"Don't just talk the talk, walk the walk": A 2011 Resolutions

2011-01-01T10:38:00.002+08:00

A new year has come! That means..... it's time for a change ;)

Develop and improve my relationship with my father... God.

Since I started working, I have been so busy and my time for him has lessen and lessen to a point where in I had no time for him. I miss bonding with my father. I miss listening and hearing his voice (within) (thru the help of the pastors at church). My schedule at work doesn't really give me the time I need to spend it with him. I know I know... IT'S NOT AN EXCUSE RUBY! Guilty!

I'm gonna be bringing back my old routine...

I remember Pastor Oh said to us, I challenge you to read the bible 2x-3x every year. Whoa! I don't know how I'm gonna do that but I know my father will guide me. Being a Christian is sensational! It taught me so many things that I have never imagined I can carry out.

Pastor Jesse suggested that we read the bible every morning before we get out of bed and every night before we go to sleep. From then on I've been doing that. I almost finished the new testament last year but then again so many things has intercepted me to refrain from reading it. Hence, this is once resolution I didn't manage to fulfill last year sad to say :(

I am not going to promise anything. I'll just make a move so I can complete this one.

'Till now I am so stunned by how God answered my prayer. I've been prayi ng hard for him to let me have the time to attend the church and you know what he did? He transferred me to a different work place! And we have a Sunday off there! I AM SO THRILLED!! We only get to have one or two a month though but it's good for me unlike with my old workplace I get to have 0 Sundays off :(

And! Attend this year's winter retreat. Woot!

Clue :P .... I am so inspired!!

Tone and Be fit.

Hey! I am proud of myself for this. I did manage to cut down a huge amount of weight. I've been moving my butt off early last year and so many people have noticed that. But of course thank you to my work I gained weight again (oh and last night too).

Be good at extraction.

hahaha! a work related one :D

SUCK THE BLOOD OUT OF EVERY PATIENTS LIKE EDWARD DO!!! Lol. Just kidding!

Being a medical technologist I have to be good at this. I AM NOT GOING TO ENDORSE unless I really can't pull anything.

SAVE. SAVE. SAVE.

Nuff said!

Be more active at charity.

I owe Project20 a BIG ONE! Sorry Elay :( I know I said I'm going to help you but I've been passing you up. This year I am going to help you in anyway I can. That I promise you. I may not be able to be with you physically but morally and "financially" in a little way I will.

Learn to cook something delish

.....for someone special :p

Write.

On this blog. I've been ignoring you for a long time! I just don't have anything to write about. Or if I have any ideas, I either forget about it or too lazy to put it into words. And yeah, my laptop have been messing around with me every time. Sorry my dear :(

Gratitude. Write down all my thank you's to my precious and cute little journal. Aw! I love it!! Just thinking about it makes me all hyper!

Buy a good book. Fashion or Inspirational. I'm not really that type who likes to read novels and stuff but I think I'll give reading skills some enhancement.

Decorate my room!

Buy a pretty painting (Paris or London theme). Few storage for my things. Scented candles! New bedspreads/bedsheets. Wow! I'm so EXCITED!

Beauty related

H2O. Drink more water. If possible only this hahaha. good luck!

Take my make up off every night.

Wash. Moisturize and tone! Stick to one regimen.

Sleep early!

Think happy thoughts.

If I can remember it correctly, I made a vlog about this last year. And I am proud to say that I manage to fulfill some of it. So yey for me!

For this year..... *fingers crossed*

2011 I know you and I will be the best of friends ever. No doubt about it ;)

2010: In review

2010-12-30T15:23:00.001+08:00

This year has done nothing but good to me. Of course there were some flaws here and there that kinda let me down from time to time but I prefer to stick with all the good things that happened.

January:

The start of I guess my "lucky adventure" for 2010 you could say...well you'll know why on the latter part of this blog.

I enrolled at Pioneer review center. That was for the March board exam. I almost didn't go through it but my mom forced me so yey! thank you mother dear! I met Doris who became a dear friend to me.

February:

Still reviewing... 'Twas intense but still I was relaxed and cool about it.

March:
Alot has happened. AS IN ALOT ALOT!

The dreadful 2 days board exam came.
due to the delayed result of the boards, the anticipation was extreme!
But it was all WORTH IT!

Him and I were officially a couple as of March 27, 2010

March 8, 2010

Passed the board exam. And I saw my name at Manila Bulletine!

April:

Oath Taking.

Location: Fiesta Pavillion, Manila Hotel

Date: April 11, 2010

Landed my first job as a Registered Medical Technologist

got my very first paycheck too!
Celebrated my baby and I's first monthsarry. He made me his famous carbonara which is ironically I do not eat at all! Yet, it has now became my fave food!
Met his friends/classmates.

May:

nothing much happened.... still adjusting to my workplace.
Rain met my mom for the very first time.

June:

My month! The best birthday so far!

My brother bought me some stuff from Japan: wallet, bag and my fave magazine...VIVI!
Met my relatives from Italy. My aunt gave me a bag so yippie!
Reunited with my college gurlfriends: Erth, Vanessa and Celeste.

They surprised me with 2 cupcakes.

Celebrating it with Rain.
Baby's present for my birthday :) Random things he did on my day: - he woke up so early just to see me before I go to work. Take note he traveled more than an hour (almost 2 i think). And he arrived around 7 am and I was late >.< - treat me breakfast @ Jollibee :D - he bought me a cake June 5, 2010: MEET THE FAMILY! OMG! never been so nervous in my entire life! And I was thankful because his family were very welcoming.


new doo. my gift to myself after not touching it for 3-4 years whatsoever...

July:

Handled Immuno-Sero section @ the lab. I partnered with Doris. Yes she helped me to get in. Thanks girl!

Messed up something at work. I had to pass a memo and a corrective action. wah! This was so scarry I have to admit.

August:

Rotated to another section which is CHEMISTRY.

September:

can't think of anything hahaha! :P

October:

I recieved a Memo from the company's HR due to my tardiness. "Aggregated Tardiness" according to them lol. Well I had to sacrifice my attendance because of some reasons. Pretty good reasons though: I have to extend my duty just so I can help lessen some work the next day. My travel time from home to my work. etc. etc.

November:

My 3rd month in Chemistry. Became my fave section because I got so close with my senior staff. I miss you mam mitch :(
My dad is here! after a few months of being away because of work ^.^
My family made a huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge decision......
Went to Pagsanjan, Laguna with my gurlfriends.

Bought 2 pairs of shoes in Liliw. 1 for me and the other for my mom.

Was regularized at work. but little did I know.....

December:

I will be relocated to another branch. Same company though.
Experienced my first Christmas party at work.

THEME: Healthway Rocks

lovin my shoes!

Danced again. This time at our branch's Christmas party. Yep, we had two parties. one for the whole company. the other is our branch.
I found a few stores which sells elf!
Spendin alot of time with this guy...

ryt hur!

There yah go! Whew! that was far too many to mention! hahaha! What a long post alright >.<

Oh one more thing before I forget, I'm blogging again :D...

Thank you so much 2010! it was an honor meeting you! You just gave me the best there is and I know I'm going to cherish it forever.

a muddy love affair

2010-12-29T22:18:00.001+08:00

So my baby came over again yesterday. I am just uberly happy for my so called "Christmas" vacation so far. The new year's coming up and I am having that feeling good sense all over. You know what I mean? hahaha! Whatever it is, I am thankful for that.

Anyhoo!

Rain arrived a bit late than he usually do whenever he visits me. Thanks for that heavy traffic in SLEX! -.-

But it don't matter anyway. As long as he arrived safely it's all good thank you God!

No he's not trying to be abusive of my nephew. He's just bullying the lil guy lol. ooops! I mean playing with him haha.

oh! make that the 2 of us :D

He gave me this "Galantina" (+ 3 oranges) which he's mom made. And I tell you! IT'S SO GOOD! I love it. Can't get enough of it actually. I shouldn't have shared that to him. Tsk. After all, it's mine. He gave that to me right? haha kidding baby :D

And the best of all. We got silly and made a fool of ourselves by putting mud pack all over our face. It was so funny hahaha! Plus, our convo in FB made it more hilarious =)) (because we were just teasing each other the whole time mwahahahaha!)

I still laugh whenever I think about it...

I had the perfect day yesterday! Thank you baby for giving me a whole day of your time once again :) It's the best and perfect way to end my 2010. Oh by the way, I haven't told him... He's the best gift that I have ever received this year. Well of course the second actually because my Christianity and salvation is still at the top of my list :D and I'm sure he knows that hehe. Love you so much baby ko!

Today is our 9th Monthsarry!

2010-12-27T12:41:00.019+08:00

I am so thrilled by how long we have come... ^.^

Tinanong ko sya kung love nya talaga ako, pang-ilang month na namin ngayon. He kinda gave me a slight delayed response (like 2-3secs late hahaha) lol. So I jokingly said "di mo talaga ako love kasi ang tagal ng sagot mo at nagisip ka pa." :D then I was blown away by his response: "Sige, kung love mo talaga ako nakakailang hours na tayo?" WTH! Napatanga naman daw ako sa tanong nya haha. Shameless to say, I DON'T KNOW! errr! Then he gave me a value = 6,572 hours! Alam nga din nya in seconds but I forgot lang kung ilan hahaha. SO! in short TALO AKO @.@ He said nagcompute sya last night. Ewan ko lang kung totoo lol! Pero 'yung thought at attempt pa lang na magcompute kung ilang oras o segundo ang aming pagsasamahan ay napakalaking bagay na para sa akin. We don't really celebrate monthsarries nor give each other gifts para lang ma-express ang love sa isa't isa. Pero ang maliliit na bagay tulad nito ang pinakaprecious and most valued gift I can ever receive from him.

Thank you baby!

I LOVE YOU!

my my my...

2010-12-27T00:13:00.000+08:00

A ton of things happened today. So happy!

First. I CLEANED MY ROOM!

Yep! after a decade of ignoring all the clutter. I finally made a move to organize everything. Well I'm not yet done though 'coz I have to buy a few storage for my stuff to have it fully O-R-G-A-N-I-Z-E. But heck I can see my bed now hahahaha!!! And man I missed laying my back on that soft thing. Well as you all know, I have been sleeping on the floor for the past few months lmao! Eh, trust me, I have a good reason for that my dear ;)

Second. My baby came for a visit.

It's not the effort that makes the girl smile. It's the willingness of the guy to do those crazy efforts just to make her feel special

(Both being retarded. he'd kill me if he ever sees this pic fo' sure lol :P)

He only had a few hours to stay so we made the most out of our little time. He bought a cake for my whole family. And! I made a good deed for him :P I cooked something for him >.< I have no talent whatsoever on that field OMG! But I decided to do it anyway 'coz hey it's the holidays so... RIGHT! I made "Giniling" hmm... I'm not sure about what it's called but it has potatoes and carrots and tomato sauce in it. Get the picture? I hoped he liked it. Well he said he did. But!!!!.....

Third. New journal.

Again. As you all know, I'm a sucker for journals. So, I bought another one today. I can't resist. Well I will use it as a dairy for my everyday adventures. Oh and I also bought some cute glitter gel pens! Wow! The hype is really here!

One word: MOTIVATED.

Forth. Started writing.
Dunno. I just can't wait for 2011 to come. I know it's barely a week now and another year will arrive. I'll blame my excitement for this. I am supposed to start using and writing on my pretty notebooks on January 1, 2011. But heck!

Oh did I mentioned that I am on my 5 days suspension at work? What a good timing for the holidays right???!

I am so thankful for a lot of things :)

My two most favorite things right now.

Fifth. Radical Self Love.

“You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love & affection than you are yourself, & that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love & affection.” via galadarling

I love galadarling. She is such an inspiration to me. I have not visited her site for a long time. And last night I decided to take a peak on what's new on her. She is such an idealistic.

I have read about her post radical self love early 2010. And I find it amazing! I was a participant to all her challenges including this one but since I started working I kinda lost track on everything. Then I saw this post last night: 100-ways-you-can-start-loving-yourself-right-now. So many great suggestions! I am planning on printing this and post it on my wall just to give myself more oomph in my life. ♥

2010-12-25T19:37:00.002+08:00

So the 24th was blunt. I mean it passed like it's just an ordinary day for my family. Nothing special. I guess everyone wasn't on the mood to celebrate because of the few things that's happened to my family. But oh well. I'm a christian so "Christmas" is not a big deal for me at all. I have been greeting people though with "Merry Christmas" but honestly there was an awkwardness on my part. Maybe it's because of my belief and all. But anyway....

My mom slept early though. But we still gave time to prepare a little something to share to everyone here at home. We have some foods laid on the table. We had Menudo, spaghetti my brother made, dough nuts, cake, Humba (a cebuano dish which I LIKE!), and of course fruits!! Then we started videoke-ing and had a concert of our own hahaha. Twas fun!

But what I love this holiday season was... talking to my boyfriend on the phone. Thank you to the unlimited call of suncell mwahahha! We did not see each other because we live far apart :( but of course hearing his voice all day until Christmas eve (yep we had our phones sticked to our ears THE WHOLE DAY! :D) was enough to ease the loneliness I'm feeling because of his absence.

His gift...

I love the cover.

I love the color.

I love the smell.

I love you!

Thank you baby!

My last day/week at work

2010-12-24T08:30:00.000+08:00

.... well technically since I have my suspension (because of my lovely attendance thank you very much! lol.) Will be gone in 9 days so that meanssssssssssssss................ REST TIME! yeah baby!!! woooo!! Unfortunately, we had a very busy and tiring day. There were soooo many people. Seriously! I mean do they have any idea what the date is? tsk.

Anyway, we held our Christmas party 3 days ago. It's alright. The only thing that I enjoyed the most was our 1 and a half day of practice. I wasn't feeling very well during those days hence I could not concentrate and could not absorb the steps. We danced to super junior's "Sorry, Sorry". Until now I could not get over it. I have neve liked that song this much lol.

Won 2nd place and got 3.5k oyeah! Then we bought FOOD!! and stock everything into one of the empty cabinet in the lab.

♥ my so called "x-mas vacation"

2010-12-23T08:14:00.001+08:00

so far...with my baby!

I went to his house on Monday.

Went to SM:

ate @ Pizza hut; ordered - Ultimate cheese pizza, Tuna bacon melt, garlic bread and 2 glasses of ice tea! mmmm yum!
window shopping! Lol!!
watched The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader
went for some sweet n sour yogurt ice cream! thank you white hat.

he gave his x-mas gift to me yey!! love love love!

Invaded their house again yesterday haha.

breakfast @ shakeys first because I didn't had the time to accompany him to his therapy because of the effin traffic that ruined my day. Yeah I was late again to our meet up sad to say.
bought some cd's: inception, skyline and petrang kabayo (yep! i wanted to watch this haha!)
movie marathon
kulitan.
he cooked spaghetti! but he's carbonara is still my faaaaaaaaaave!
then my time to give him his gift :P
more kulitan!!
he and boo (his sister) gave me a box of "food for the god's"

And because I get cold in the bus easily, he lent me his sweater! :D

batwing top

2010-12-23T07:54:00.001+08:00

Good thing it's so in nowadays.

I found this top here at home and I don't know whose it from 'coz nobody said anything when I wore it the other day so I guess it's mine to keep now. It's not really my kind of clothing piece but I wore it anyway.

2010-12-17T18:48:00.001+08:00

After I went thru last night, I still had the nerve to go malling haha.

I just need some time to help me get rid of things that's been bugging my mind lately. I didn't want to stay home just 'coz....

I only intended to buy one thing and that's a gift for our upcoming Christmas party at work. Then again I had a hard time figuring out what to buy sooooooo I ended up buying a couple of things for.... none other than ME! looooooool! I'm a girl, what can I do :D

Both from Alexandre

Elf (eyes) - cream liner, blending brush

P.S. just being random hahaha :P

GOOD MORNING LOVES!

2010-12-14T11:13:00.000+08:00

While waiting for our meeting yesterday, I had the time to roam around the mall. I was actually goin to only look for some gift ideas but I can't seem to find any :( then I saw the sanrio store and OMIGASH! I looooooooooove everything! The only thing I did not like about it, was the PRICE! Crap! Everything was sooo expensive!

I have been looking for the perfect notebook that I can just write random thoughts on for next year.

I was about to leave when I saw this notebook on display. Then I saw the inside and I'm like "I got to have that" :D

So I bought it and Yey!!

I am so inspired this morning. Pretty things makes my day hehe.

I am obsessed with journals so I am going to use that to put my daily thank yous :D

Say HI to my new GRATITUDE JOURNAL!

ELF-antastic!

2010-12-12T23:48:00.000+08:00

OMGWTF!

I have been so naive for such aloooooooooooooooooooong time!!!

Honestly I'm a bit disappointed about myself. (like seriously hahaha!)

Location: Landmark-Trinoma

Me: Ate kelan pa ba may elf dito?

Saleslady: Matagal na mam. Mga 2 years na po. Nauna pa nga po ung SM magkaroon eh.

-.-

But anyhooo!! I am overly excited and happy 'coz I got some stuff from that line :P like extremely!

My first purchase of ELF products! How amazing is that?!!

Plus I bought some other stuff..

- Maybeline BB cream

- HK headband

- a pair of hairclip

"Never expect, never assume. Because it's better to feel surprised than to feel disappointed."

2010-12-11T06:58:00.000+08:00

This is my way of ending my 2010.

And I guess, will start my 2011 at the same time.

Somethings that has come my way surprised me like crazy! I never expected it to but it did. So I am keeping it that way in every aspect of my life. (Specially when it comes with ......)

I promise you, as long as you're trying, I'm staying...

2010-11-05T07:47:00.000+08:00

Finally! Almost a month of not seeing each other....

We get to be together on my days off. Thank God I have 2 days to spend it to him.

November 2, 2010 (Tuesday)

Went to his hometown in Laguna. I said I would be there at 7 am but the early me spared another hour hahaha! So I ended up arriving around 8 (sorry baby! me ish late once again).
He picked me up at our meeting place. We went to jollibee first because I could not take it any longer I HAD TO PEE! >.<
Then we went straight to their house. We stayed there for a bit. Had a satisfying breakfast. Watched t.v. for awhile then head out to go to his school.
We waited for his advisor first because he had to get his signature for his clearance before he could finish it.
After that, we head sraight to SM to have lunch. We ate at Karate kid. Didn't know they serve burgers too! I didn't order any of their burgers though lol. I had Pork Tonkatsu and he ordered Chicken Toridon plus tempura. And since I have an SM advantage card we get to have a free order of 4 pcs California Maki.
I was still craving for dessert so I ordered Mcfloat and Mctwister fries at Mcdonalds hehe. Yeah I'm gluttonous like that haha!
Then yey my fave part... we went to watch a movie! hekhek another tagalog movie :D This time we joined with the Kimeralds and watched Till my heartache ends. Hahaha! I know right?! All we did was teased each other because of Geralds and Kims lines. We kinda put our shoes on their character lol. It was crazy but I love it!
After the movie we went back to his house to get some of his things because he was going to spend the night over to our house.
On our way to the bus station, I ALMOST TRIPPED! man it was so embarrassing!! Good thing he was holding my hand hence I get to gain my balance >.<
All through out the ride, we were both listening to his phone's music. Aw.. those little things I like about us...
We arrived at my place around 8:30 ish in the evening. We had dinner. Watched the movies we bought in Laguna. Before we head to bed, we had some random talk about our relationship. Once again just teasing each other hahaha. We kinda slept late. And him being an early sleeper than me, I really appreciate it that he endured not to close his eyes lol. Thank you baby!

November 3, 2010 (Wednesday)

We just stayed all day at home.
Watched movies the entire time.
Cellphone inspection hahaha just for fun. Nothing serious.Right baby? :P
Ordered @ Mcdo again.
Eat junk foods!
More teasing!! Lol.

Then he went back to Laguna :( Seeing him walk away made me missed him already...

We don't get to see each other 24/7. Being together once.. twice.. or thrice a month is worth the wait....

Thank you baby.... for the time.. the effort... and the love you are always willing to give me.

I love you sooooooooo much!

Busy weekend and a long post

2010-04-12T07:54:00.000+08:00

So much has happened during my weekend...

1st: Friday.

We held a little family gathering for my family and some relatives. Honestly, I wasn't really into it because I was planning on having it after my oath taking. Or probably before this month ends. But my mom agreed to it so I can't do 'nything anymore.

But I am deeply grateful for the effort of my relatives to visit our house and share that event with me and my family. With 3 hours drive whew that would have sucked for me. But they didn't mind going from Cavite/Las Pinas to Fairview.

Anyway, we did not prepare much food on the table. But I think we had enough to support all our guests.

I miss my Mommy Neneng. She's our cook whenever something like this happens. :(

I love you po!

2nd:Saturday.

We went to Makati to meet my cousin Nam. It was supposed to be my brother and I who will meet them up ('coz my sister went to their house and had an over night) but my mom came along with us 'coz she was worried that we might get lost around Makati. Well she was right hahaha! If she did not come with us who knows where me and my brother will end up!! so thanks mom!

Moving on!

We did a walkathon. lol. Nonstop walking here and there. From Glorieta to Landmark to Greenbelt. Good thing when we got to Landmark, we kinda roam around their department store. I bought 3 items of clothes. Well my mom and sister bought something for themselves too.

The one thing I love about our wandering around those malls was.... The ZARA shop! OMGeeeeeeeeeee!! I really really love that store! All their clothes are amazing! I had my eyes on some pieces that I wanted to buy. But I have to really really think about if I'm going to buy it or not. Because I have this tendency to self pity myself whenever I try to splurge alot of money on some things specially clothes. Well girls will be girls right?

Then when we got hungry, all of wanted to eat some Korean foods. WT!!! I was soooooooooooo against it!! Now, I don't have anything against Koreans, I just don't like their food. The smell. The taste. The look. EVERYTHING!!! Plus! it's veggies! eeeek!

But we dined there anyway. I had to buy a fried chicken (dokito) at Andok's just so I can have something to eat :(

3rd: Sunday.

I had my Oath Taking yesterday!!!

Yey!!!

I am officially a licensed Medical Technologist :)

I was happy at first. But then something happened that made me so damn mad!!! pfft.

Oh well. I don't wanna talk about it and make myself not in the mood all day. I'm not feeling well anyway so I don't want to add another reason to have myself a bad day.

HK!!!

2010-04-07T18:33:00.000+08:00

Me: expected ko na may dala kang hello kitty ah!
Ojing: -laughing-
Me: papost post ka pa kasi ng picture eh. ayan nag-eexpect na ako
Ojing: -laughing-
Me: Bilhin mo lahat un -laughing-
Ojing: basta may bibilhin ako

Bonding Time

2010-04-07T12:19:00.001+08:00

with my sister....

We watched "Possession" starring Sarah Michelle G. I missed seeing her on screen. She's been my fave actress since Buffy and I still love her now.

Anyway, I let my sister choose the movie we were going to see. First she chose "The Diary of a Wimpy Kid" but I was like "Not that!" hahaha. I just don't like that kind of film. I was however wanted to suggest "The Clash of the Titans" or "Babe I Love You" but then since I was the one who invited her so might as well let her pick what she wanted.

Then she said "Ok let's watch "Possession". Then I saw Sarah Michelle and I was like "OK!!!!" :D

Oh and I was wearing my bath robe last night. hahaha! I friggin love my robe! I bought it together with my mom and she has one too but it's in color pink.

intense sweating

2010-04-05T19:08:00.001+08:00

I never thought someone would notice but yesterday, one brother suddenly blurted out what he noticed about me. hahaha! thanks brother Rico >.<

Now, everyones teasing me lol.

But anyway, I have never sweat like craaaazy! woooooooooo! One word: INTENSE!

This work out I did today is very intense! Like my whole muscles are active while doing the routine. But I luuuuuuuuuuurve it!!

In LOVE....

2010-04-01T01:38:00.000+08:00

It's 1:18 a.m. on my clock. And I'm still up!

Well I don't regret it or anything. Because I am happy. For one I talked to "him" before he leaves for a trip later on.

We actually both changed our status in FB from single to "In a relationship." Funny though because it was his friend who noticed and reminded us why we haven't change our stat yet. Then one of my bestfriend commented about this "june 2006" scenario. It was actually her letter that she gave me on my birthday that's so precious to me. That I always carry with me ever since. Until now...

People may have alot of questions now on why I chose him. I might get bombarded by their why's and how's. But I don't wanna answer that for now. At this moment, I just wanna let the days do the talking. Time will answer their questions.

As for me, YES! I am in love.... And that is all I gotta say for now.

Extra Virgin Olive Oil - Hair Conditioner

2010-03-31T13:14:00.001+08:00

Did you guys know that there are actually some products in our kitchen that will actually help us enhance or improve not just our inner but also our outer beauty?

Now I haven't really tried making anything out of those kitchen related products but after watching my favorite guru in Youtube- Sharon, also known as bunmps, I have been curious about EVOO. She featured some health benefits about Extra Virgin Olive Oil. My curiosity got me into trying it out.

Hair benefit:

I have been looking for a good product that will make my hair soft. Since I have curly hair, it's really hard to maintain the curls and the softness of it. My hair is too brittle and hard. This is actually one thing that frustrates me the most. After all our hair is our CROWNING GLORY.

My sister bought one bottle a few months ago and she used up about 1/3 of it then she ignored it. I saw it a couple of weeks ago and I just grabbed it haha. Then before I went to sleep that night I put about 4 1 peso size on my palm and spread it all over my hair and scalp then I covered it with a shower cap and leaved it the whole night. The next day, I took a bath and after my hair dried up I was shocked by the result. I felt the softness of my hair. I can actually use my fingers to comb my hair which I don't normally do because of the tangles and falling hair.

It doesn't just give a deep conditioning for my hair but it also strengthens our scalp. I've been using EVOO for 2 weeks now and only a few strands of hair falls whenever I go shower. And! Last December, I dyed my hair but I wasn't really happy about the outcome of the color because I felt like it's not showing. But I noticed that EVOO intensifies the color of my hair. I can actually see the color of the dye used on my hair! AMAZING!

I love this product for my hair. I would recommend it to anyone. It's a perfect moisturizer for the hair whether curly or straight. I think I cannot live without this product. It's my new bestfriend! ;) ♥

Nivea My Silhouette

2010-03-30T17:37:00.001+08:00

It's not a secret to people that I have been in a major weight gain for the past 4 years. As in HUGE GAIN! 

Well I do have my reasons. And reviewing for the boards is one of them. But anyway, since I don't have any reasons anymore to eat and nourish myself too much, I decided to go on a..........DIET. Yes, that dreadful word hahaha. Why I said so? Because, it means I have to cut down my intake of gooooooood (but bad) food and to kill myself with nonstop exercise/workout.

Actually, I already started. It's almost a month since I started to do some dancing here at home and not eating carbs. I replaced my carbs with guess what? SKYFLAKES! hahahaha... xD Then cereals, veggies, and fruits.

In all honesty, my very motive why I am on the verge of trimming my weight is my friends wedding (thank you Elay!! lol.). Because I am part of her entourage. I am one of her bridesmaids. Ok. I know I sound lame because it's not my wedding. I may sound like I am much more excited than her hence I am doing this, but I tell you... I have this thing for GOWNS and WEIGHT. Like, no one can make me wear that kind of clothing when I know I have some belly hanging. Lol!!!   

But anyhoo, I was at the mall yesterday and I was looking for my favorite lotion (Myra E Vita Quench) because I'm out already. When something caught my eye. That girl in a light green box hahaha. Then I read the word silhouette. It got me thinking... hmmmm... Well, I was actually planning on buying a firming lotion because I don't want  my skin to look all saggy if ever I do loose weight. My initial plan was to buy also a Nivea product - Nivea Firming lotion. But since this gel- Nivea My Silhouette slims and firms at the same time, I bought this instead.

So.............. I thought, maybe this will help me make my transformation (lol what a word) faster. Now I'm not really a fan of slimming gel/lotions but what the heck, I will try it anyway. The only thing is it costs a bit expensive. It costs a friggin 520 pesos! @.@ Right....

I was inspired by her :D thanks Kim K!

Back :D

2010-03-30T12:27:00.000+08:00

Why hello there again blogspot! :)

My oh my! I've been MIA for awhile. That sucks!

I miss blogging. I have a lot to rant about but I've been really lazy the past days. I mean I wanna make an entry about some few topics of my life but then again I just did not do it. 

So what is up with me? hmmmmm....

Barely 2 weeks to go and it's gonna be Oath taking day! Yey! I'm so excited to get my license. OMGeeee!! Like it's gonna be official. I'm gonna be a Registered Medical Technologist. Wooohooo!!!

I'm really happy about all this because for one this is an answered prayer from God. Even though it took along time for me to get it, I know God did still listen to all my "pangungulit" hehe...

I already bought my dress last week and my shoes yesterday. I was kind of not inlike with the pair I bought though :( I had my faves on a few shoes but then most of them were either sold out or has no size for me :( too bad huhuhu...

 Oh by the way, I've been listening to this song today. Like I kept on repeating this on my playlist. 

It's soooooooo soooooooooo CUTE!!! I really love the melody. Listening to it helped brighten my day. ♥ 

I'm kind of nervous at the same time. After I get my ID, the next day, I'm planning on applying for a job at this private laboratory where a friend works. I hope their company is hiring still. But I'm kind of doubting because I have some engagements at out church :(

April 24 - retreat for the kids @ Ecopark

May 14-16 - Summer retreat of the leaders @ Cavite

sometime on April or May also - Seminar in Gensan

I've been looking forward for all those activities since last year and I'm afraid I can't go to any of those. 

Honestly speaking, Yes, I am overwhelmed by my passing of the board exam, but then again a part of me is afraid. Afraid that if ever I get a job, it might affect my going to church. As a Christian, my most top priority of course is God. How I can glorify him and all. And I know that I've been really blessed since I learned about my salvation. Like to be able to work as a Sunday School teacher for our church. Or to hear the sermons of our evangelist which helps me grow and mature as a person and as a Christian. Or to have a fellowship with all my churchmates. To be able to experience all this is just so amazing. I've been active since last year. Oh wow! I just realize that this coming April will be my one year as a Christian. WOOOOOOOOOOOOW! Now I am really really excited! But anyway, I know God has his purpose. I trust him. He will make a way for me not to lessen my time for him :) Thank you and Love you God! :)

Oh yeah I just wanna share :D 

I AM IN LOVE!!  With God of course and.................... SECRET! hahahaha!!!! 

The picture above explains what I'm feeling right now :)

Anyways, I'll end this now. This post is a bit long hahaha. God bless everyone! TC!! ♥ :)

You and I

2010-03-13T16:18:00.003+08:00

I have been in love with the song You and I by Park Bom unnie ever since I heard it last year. So I have been looking for a good engish version of it. Then I stumbled upon this video.

OMG!!! If only a guy can sing that exact same lyrics (Taeyang?..... I WISH!).... haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

{Verse 1}
You, are always on my mind
because everytime i think about your eyes
im fallin down
girl, i feel so nervous when your around
and You, dont ever wanna see you cry
cause girl, you know i'll always be
beside you to pick you up
girl, im here to always dry your eyes

{pre-chorus}
And I just maybe another guy
I may not have exactly what your looking for
but girl i'm writing this song for you
Tonight, i'm lost with your eyes
My worries go away when I look at your smile
I'll always be here for you

{chorus}
You and I together
it just feels so right
say goodbye to you, i'll never
even when the times get tough
i'll stay with you forever
You and I together baby
no one else compares
Say goodbye to you, i'll never
I want the world to know
that your my only girl

{verse 2}
I know, we've had our ups and downs
just like everybody else but girl dont worry
cause our love it stronger than anyones
You know, i'll always be by your side
Just holler girl and i'll be there 24/7
I promise that i'll be right there baby

{back to pre-chorus & chorus}

{bridge}
When the stars are up in the sky
And when i feel lonely i close my eyes
I imagine you next to me
telling me everything alright

Even though there maybe better days
We'll still be together cause
Your the only one and i'll be there for you baby

You and I together
it just feels so right
say goodbye to you, i'll never
even when the times get tough
i'll stay with you forever
You and I together baby
no one else compares

{back to chorus}

Random Blah Blahs

2010-03-12T14:41:00.003+08:00

Another song that I loved from them
Title: Make Love

I never knew I’d find a love so true

This one right here, is just for you

Remember that One day

I held your hands then I kissed your lips then I told you

Our love was meant to be and always will forever

Give me that happiness I get from you just being there

I always see you when I close my eyes, you’re on my mind

So can’t you see, I need you right here wit me, close by my side

This time for sure, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart

Forever you’re my girl Forever be my world

You are the only one

The only one I’ll ever need, my life is you and me

Forever you’re my girl Forever be my world

You are the only one

I’ll never break your heart “no”, so baby don’t let go

Even through the hard times

We made it through just fine

When it hurt we put in the work

To show that I’m yours

And that your mine

That’s how we got this far

Let’s never be apart

Girl, you’re my queen

I’m here for you

‘Cuz you’re my everything

You always make me feel like everything’s gonna be alright

Wit the things you do, becuz it’s you the real true love of my life

This time fo sho, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart

Forever you my girl Forever be my world

You are the only one

The only one I’ll ever need, my life is you & me

Make Love

Forever you my girl Forever be my world

You are the only one

I’ll never break your heart “no”, so baby don’t let go

uh… baby!

you know I’d walk them miles

climb mountains switch up styles

all I wanna do, is be with you |

ain’t no matter what, where and how

[right here and now] we can both get down [straight work it out] yeah

like that sound bump ‘n grindin’ perfect timin’

let’s dine and both be proud yeah yeah yeah

gonna take you on a joyride today

me and you stay true never hesitate

to make love — sho nuff

you’re the only one I’m ever thinkin’ of

just to hold you baby I can hardly wait

as we go through the motions damn it’s great

to make love — sho ’nuff

we’re gonna take it to the end and that’s what’s up

You are the only one I want to spend my whole life with I know

Anywhere you are, that’s where I will call home

So just take my hand and say that you will never let it go

Two hearts always beating as one forever more

Forever you my girl Forever be my world

You are the only one

The only one I’ll ever need, my life is you & me

Forever you my girl Forever be my world

You are the only one

I’ll never break your heart “no”, so baby don’t let go

I’m nothing without you I’m nothing without you girl

2010-03-12T04:01:00.000+08:00

I want to rant about something. But then at the same time I feel like not to. 

Swear! This night is the worse night. EVER!

Everything is just so not good.

I hope when the sun rises later it will reverse back to a FEEL GOOD ATMOSPHERE.

(late post) REGISTERED MEDTECH!

2010-03-11T09:59:00.002+08:00

Last Sunday, I had a breakdown at church. None of my family knows this. I think it was pressure and stress mixed together. I had a fellowship with my brothers and sisters though. Talked to sister Elmie. Had a counseling with Evan JC. It helped in a way. But deep inside me there's still that fear. Fear of disappointing my parents. Fear of another failure in my life. Fear of God not hearing me out. Everything was just so nostalgic. I was very emotional.

But all of them were right. I admit that at that very moment my faith in God was kind of weak. I should have trusted him more. I think I was just at the point of my life were in I almost gave in (again). I became feeble about the Board Exam. Yes I took the board exam for Medical Technology last March 2-3, 2010. For the 3rd time actually. Yes I also failed twice already. And taking it the 3rd time was actually my last chance. Because if I fail once again, I will have to take a refresher course for one year to another school to be able to take the board again. I guess its another reason also.

Usually the result will be release for at least 3 working days. So all of us who took the exams were all expecting to see the result by Saturday morning. But, it did not happened. So it adds up to another anticipation and anxiety.

Then come Monday. My mother and I looked at the site of bomboradyo and inquirer. Say lunch time I guess. But still no result. So we both went to her room and took our siesta. Then when I woke up, I went to get my cellphone at my brother's room because I left it there. Then a text message from a friend took me by surprised. Like...... arghhhhh! I can't even explain it. it says "congrats (with a smiley face)."

My reaction was just "Why would she say congrats when the result hasn't even been released?"

Then I saw my brother googling for the site of inquirer. I was in a nervous wreck I tell you. I felt my body get numb. Like I couldn't move. Then there it is. The site of inquirer. It made me more scared. Then he clicked the word exam. Then we both saw "Medical Technologist 2010 March 08". He clicked it. Then he ctrl + F to find my name the easy way. I couldn't look at it. Like both my hands were covering my face. Then I turned around and saw the green color. And my brother said "YES." Then suddenly I cried. And I was shouting. I went down to tell my mom while yelling "Mommy... Mommy... Mommy..." I can't remember how many times I've said Mommy. But my cousin told her first that's why when I saw her she was crying already. I could not forget that reaction of my mom. It was epic. Like for the first time, I really felt that she's proud for me.

This morning, I saw my name at Manila Bulletin. Man! It's crazy! Like is this for real? I've been waiting for this moment and it's now here. God gave it to me. FINALLY! hahaha.

I just wanna say thank you to all the people who never gave up on telling me to try and try and try. To never give up. Thank you guys for your support. For my churchmates who backs me up through prayers. My parents, mom! you're the best.

I am now a certified RMT! wooooo!

And to my colleagues at Pioneer, CONGRATULATIONS TO US GUYS!!! our sleepless nights didn't go to waste!

See you at our Oath Taking!

xoxo,
Ruby Ann Crystal M. Colinayo, RMT (I should get use to it hehe)

Dream Day Wedding-Viva as Vega

2010-03-09T11:14:00.001+08:00

Finally! I finished it!

I have been meaning to play this game for soooooooooo soooooooooooo loooooooooong and I did played with it yesterday.

I had fun. wooo!

It was hard. It gave me one heck of a headache I tell you.

I don't realize this until I finished the game but while I was going through each level-solving puzzles, matching pieces, finding objects, etc, I was also decorating the reception site of Kelsey and David's (the main characters lol) wedding.But that's not it. The main thing is, I realized that what I was actually putting up is also my dream wedding. Like, everything you see on the picture above is what I wanted for my OWN WEDDING.

There's something magical about it.

The magic of LOVE? hahaha. Maybe.

But I can't even explain it. IT IS SO PERFECT. IT'S WHAT I WANT!

2010-02-22T17:25:00.002+08:00

HOT ISSUE:

2010-02-20T11:29:00.002+08:00

A Late V-day Post

2010-02-17T18:47:00.001+08:00

"Teacher Ruby, paalis na po kami, baka hindi po namin maibigay.."

- kids at church (handing over their letters for me)

I was in total awe.

Feb 14 for me was just like my usual date. It has always been like that. Same as how I live my life in a day to day basis. Nothing special. Nothing to "look forward" to.

But the way those kids approached me that day and handed over their letters for me, is something totally different.

I was so stunned by their gestures. It amazes me to know that, no matter how naughty they may seem whenever me and sis elmie try to do our job for them (like lectures, quizzes, etc.), they still have that sweetness in them.

I'm really happy and very much appreciative of what they did. All those words that they said in their letter really motivated me to continue being their Teacher Ruby.

Of course at first I thought these kids does not even know how hard it is to speak infront and try to lecture them about something I, myself is learning still. They don't even value what we do for them. They just doesn't seem to care. But reading all those letters, I was really shocked....

"Salamat po sa paglelecture nyo sa amin tungkol sa mga nangyari sa buhay dati ni jesus, teacher ruby I love you po. Good luck po!" - diana rose

"Teacher Ruby, maraming salamat po na tinuruan ninyo kami tungkol sa Diyos at sa lahat lahat na sinakripisyo nyo po sa amin at nagpakahirap po kayo sa amin nagpapasalamat po ako sa inyo."- bacabag

"Teacher ruby, Salamat na naging teacher... Salamat sa pagtuturo mo sa aming lahat. Happy Valentines po sayo.. thank you po. I love you!" - yolanda

"Dear Teacher ruby, First of all I would like to say to you hi and hello. Thank you po sa lahat ng tinuro nyo sa amin. Kahit na minsan hindi po kami nakikinig sa inyo. Pero malay nyo po balang araw bigyan po kayo ni God ng own family at ba pagkaroon na kayo ng own family.hindi na po kayo magturo sa amin. Wag naman po sana. Sige dito na lang po bye. love you po. mwaah." - jerry may (hahaha dito talaga ako natawa.)

Super duper uber happy talaga ako. From their efforts to do all these and say all those nice words and I love yous, its just so overwhelming. Eventhough we do this voluntarily, no compensation at all. and I only get to meet them once a week, which is every sunday, I just realize how blessed I am. God really do make a way for people (like myself) to change and learn even from a small matter. Like children (lol).

I am not bragging about how nice I may seem to them, I am just so proud of these kids. On a personal note, all of them change something in me.

So thank you little ones. And I love you all too! :)

greeting everyone happy hearts day

2010-02-14T01:12:00.001+08:00

Out fit of the day

2010-02-13T19:57:00.003+08:00

how i do my everyday make up

2010-02-13T13:32:00.001+08:00

2010-02-11T10:44:00.000+08:00

straight from him! he hasnt dated anyone ever since! omg!!

B to d I... bang bang! BIG BANG!

2010-02-10T09:59:00.001+08:00

ahihihi!..
<3 Taeyang
going gaga over G-Dragon

OMGeeeeeeeeee! this is by far the hottest performance from them. Specially when they formed that v formation and when GD threw in that kiss to the crowd.. waaaa! i died!

2010-02-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

Music Tag

2010-01-30T09:48:00.001+08:00

“I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger than reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn’t impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, & when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls.” (Anaïs Nin via galadarling)

hahaha. I dont know why i did this but I had fun :D

2010-01-25T22:06:00.002+08:00

Im feelin so good...

2010-01-24T20:09:00.000+08:00

Well tonight that is coz it's already 8:05 pm.

My whole week is soo fineeeeeeee! 

- I attended the whole 5 days of bible seminar (no absent yey!).

- I attended the Sunday Service today. With my sister :)

- I realized alot of things (good) the past week.

- And my friend just got engaged!!! OMGeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

- And I'm listening to snsd's music lol

I AM FULL OF

Loots

2010-01-24T05:53:00.001+08:00

New Year's Resolution

2010-01-05T10:12:00.000+08:00

Just sharing some of my 2010 resolution. :)

Picniking again

2009-12-22T20:30:00.000+08:00

Webcam-whoring

2009-12-17T15:02:00.001+08:00

hahaha. was playing with my webcam. i just took a shower and because boredom was all over the air today, this is what i made.

Double Rainbow

2009-11-21T17:02:00.034+08:00

"There's always a rainbow after the rain..."

That is what we usually hear whenever a sad thing passed through our lives.

Rainbows are basically a sign of HOPE. And truthfully, for me whenever I see one, there is this gladness in my entire being. And to be honest, for me, rainbows are God's messenger to all of us.

But what if we see a double rainbow?

It's really been a long time since I last saw a rainbow. And today, I saw not one, but two rainbows. In my mind I just thought, God must have sent those two for an important message. Good or bad. I don't know. But for sure there must be a meaning for it. And I am really bothered by that.

Pink Room

2009-11-19T23:48:00.001+08:00

I have been very busy re-arranging my bedroom.

Woot!

I am really happy with my new painted walls. Because! it's PINK! hahahaha.

I have been dreaming about having a pink bedroom ever since I was a baby lol. So this is really a dream come true for me like omigash.

And it's really something new for me. Specially the new years comin up. Heck! everything's new. New walls. New Year. New perspective in life. Yep gotta have some inspiration to keep you on the go and makes you happy. :)

Belle de Jour

2009-11-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

Yep!

Finally I have one! yey! I am so overwhelmed by it. Well because for one: it's my first time to grab a copy. second: I used my own money to buy it (thanks for my shop). And third: i love it!

Plus! Starting tomorrow my room walls are gonna be.... guess what?! tantannanananan.... PINK! hahaha.

I am super mega uber excited. And I will be doing some re-vamping on my bedroom. As in MAJOR CLEAN UP!

I will do a vlog once everything is in place.

Well, that's it for now. Good nighties!

2009-10-19T17:17:00.000+08:00

I'm wearing my mom's old knitted top. I love the feeling when i wore it. It's like my mom was embracing me the whole time. I think she had this in the '80s time. Not sure. The only catch is it's so old it looked like a see-through 'coz I can see my brassier. So... I have to wear a pink "sando" to cover it hahaha.

I'm in one with the people who is celebrating "Breast Cancer Awareness Month".

Buy and help bring back a child’s smile today

2009-10-13T13:10:00.001+08:00

As our country is now on the verge of rebuilding everything that was lost after typhoon Ketsana and Parma invasion, I decided to share whatever profit I can get from every orders I receive from my online shop (Myshoppinghaven).

My customers money will now go a long way and will be able to make a difference to every little kid in town.

Project 20

2009-10-09T21:14:00.001+08:00

I joined this “Project20” that was made possible by my friends Elay and Mako.

This aims to gather as much donations as possible. Preferably school supplies for the kids who lost their school stuff due to the flood. This will really help earn back their lost education.

If anyone may stumble to this site and may read this, and if you are willing to give something, please contact me at: eyecatcher_ruby@yahoo.com

This little help from you will make a big difference to others.

Thank you all so much! God bless :)

Things I Love Thrusday

2009-10-08T23:38:00.001+08:00

New shoes. Help with the restoration (cleaning and laundry) of our house. Playing with my nephew. Church. Deep talk with my brother and cousin regarding our personal lives. Merienda/snacks every afternoon. Singing praises to God. Mommy and Papa. Lover’s in Paris: Pinoy Version. Being inspired by KC Concepcion. Watching Pinoy Big Brother. Able to experience being a volunteer to help gather donations by calling abroad (call center for red cross). My portfolio in “What to Wear” in FB. Leveled up in Cafe World and Farmville. Seeing Elay after a long time. Eating Paotsin. Korean Noodles from sis Tin. Testimony for our church’s newspaper. Talked to my long lost friend Pinky (who is in Japan now) and seeing her on cam. Riding MRT again. New pj’s. Ondoy the aftermath video. Being alive with my family and still enjoying life despite the Ondoy incident.

Thank you dear GOD!

Ondoy Aftermath

2009-10-08T10:01:00.001+08:00

Demolished cabinets and beds from our house.

Our street covered with different house hold properties.

Compiled trashes/garbages/wastes and debris. Newly washed clothes decorated/hanged anywhere in ourhouse

The outside of our home.

the result of typhoon Ketsana a.k.a. "Ondoy" in our family and home.

Failure

2009-10-05T15:46:00.001+08:00

You know what hurt’s so much? It’s when our parents tell us something so hurtful it eats us alive. Yet they didn’t know the words they said is already killing us inside.

I don’t know if it’s the alcohol talking or my dad meant what he said last night.

Papa: Bakit ang mga babae failure? (talking about me and my sister who’s suffering from depression)

Me: Paano naman kita nafail? (how did I fail you?)

Papa: Hindi ka nag-medicine. Pina-usapan na natin un dati pa lang eh. (You did not take medicine/doctorate. We talked about this already for along time.)

I was guilty. I felt bad. I kept my cool instead than reacting over it.

In my mind I thought, “Is it really that important to please what my parents wanted even if it’s not what my heart is set on?” “Am I really a failure?” “Did I really failed the 2 person I love more than my life who also expected so much of me?”

That issue has been a long debate between me and him. I fought for what I wanted. But he won. For awhile. Because I did took a pre-med course in the end. But I got fed up along the way and too many troubles, problems and hassles blended in.

I know he only wanted what’s best for me. Infact, I am grateful that I have a father who would do anything to place his children in high pedestal. Because Doctors do have high compensation.

But after the “Ondoy” incident, I realized that life is not all about money and material things.

He that loveth silver shall not be satisfied with silver; nor he that loveth abundance with increase: this is also vanity.

-Ecclesiates 5:10

What if I become a doctor. Then I become intoxicated with the life of it. I got so busy earning too much money, saving for that huge dream house that I’ve been wanting all along or for that car I wanna drive so bad that I tend to forgot about God and his essence.

Then another “Ondoy” happened. Washes everything off in just a flick of a finger. What will happen then?

Living a simple life right now, even though I still don’t have a job is much more peaceful. I am more inlove with my life now. Much more grateful to God actually. Learning so much about him each day of my life is more precious than any material in this world.

I can only speak of myself. I just wish that God will lead the way and make a way for me to make my father become aware that I am not made to be a doctor and let him accept that I have other purpose to take.

Testimony

2009-10-04T21:46:00.001+08:00

I made a testimony for our church’s new letter/paper for the next week/sunday. It took me the whole night thinking/wondering what to post and man what a difficult thing to do.

Ang dating buhay ko noon ay taliwas sa kung ano man ang paniniwala ko ngaun. Noon, ako'y isang taong maraming hinanakit sa mundo. Madaling magalit. Hindi marunong makontento o magpasalamat sa mga bagay na kung ano ang meron ako. Bukod sa aking mga kaibigan, hindi ako masyado malapit sa mga tao. Kahit na sa aking sariling pamilya. Ako'y isang taong walang pakialam sa paligid ika nga.

Masyado kong isinubsob ang sarili ko sa pang-lilimos ng pagmamahal sa aking ina na noo'y sa tingin ko ay mas mahal at mas mahalaga sa kanya ang aking kapatid na babae kesa sa akin. Natabunan ako ng selos. Masyado akong naging makasarili at nakalimutan ko ang tungkol sa Diyos.

Sino nga ba ang hindi nakaka-kilala sa Diyos? Iba-iba nga lang ang impresyon at interpretasyon ng bawat isa. Para sa akin, siya ang taga-likha ng bawat nilalang sa mundo. Mula sa mga halaman, puno, hayop at hanggang sa mga tao. Siya ang takbuhan pag may problema. At ang taga-hukom pagdating ng araw.

Akala ko kilala ko siya, ngunit hindi pala talaga.

Ang tagal kong hinintay at hiniling ang pag kakataong malaman o matutunan ang lahat ng tungkol sa kanya at kung ano ba talaga ang meron sa kanya.

Naiisip ko man siya, paminsan-minsan nga lang. Dahil naaalala ko lang sya kapag sumasama ang loob ko. Puro mga tanong at mga panunumbat ang laging ibinabato ko sa kanya.

Ngunit sa kabila ng aking pagiging sutil, ngayon ko lang naiintindihan ang halaga ng lahat ng mga negative na nangyari sa akin. Hinuhulma lang pala niya ang aking pagkatao upang maging malakas para sa mga pagsubok sa aking buhay, Para hindi sumuko. Bagkos ay itaas na lamang ang lahat lahat sa kanya.

Hindi lingid sa ilan ang problema ng aking pamilya. Siguro kung hindi ko tinanggap ang Diyos sa aking buhay, maaaring patuloy pa din akong mamuhay na puno ng galit at pagpapabaya. Ngunit dahil may basbas na ako ng banal ng espiritu, masaya kong tinatannggap ang mga problemang iyon. Ayon nga sa wikang ingles, "BRING IT!". Wala akong pag-alinlangang nakakaharap sa mga tao at nakakangiti o nakakatawa kasama nila. Aware na din ako sa mga kilos at galaw ko. Makagawa man ako ng mali, andun na agad ung realidad na "teka, mali na 'to." At higit sa lahat, araw-araw na din ako nagpapasalamat sa lahat ng mga biyaya na binibigay niya sa akin. Gaano man kalaki o kaliit iyon.

Ngayon ko lang naramdaman ang saya ng buhay sa kabila ng mga bagyong dumadating. Kahit na konti pa lang ang nalalaman ko tungkol sa Panginoon, masaya ako kasi binigyan niya ako ng pagkataon upang kilalanin siya ng lubos.

Sorry if it’s in Tagalog. I’m kinda not in the mood of re-writting it in English. But I will make an English version of it when I have time hehehe….

THINGS I LOVE THURSDAY

2009-10-01T22:27:00.001+08:00

What a good way to post a new entry for this month. Because it’s TILT time!

I have a gazillion things to be grateful for. But the main thing that I have to say “thank you” is…

BEING ALIVE DESPITE THE ~~WRATH~~ TYPHOON “ONDOY” IMPORTED:

to our home, to our village, to our barangay, to our City……….

to the whole Philippines.

None of my family members were hurt nor killed.
We became one with our neighbors/hood
- Proud of my brother and our workers for saving 5 homes.
- Opened our house as shelter for the families that were rescued.
- Foods (canned goods, instant noodles, rice, etc) that where salvaged from the flood – distributed/shared to over 40 people in our house that time.
- Able to meet new people.
Praying with my mom and cousin

Truly this is such a devastating event. Not only to my family, but to our whole nation.

But, regardless the negativity of this calamity, let us all pull some positivity to it. This is the best time to truly tighten our faith to our almighty.

Let us lift everything to God.

No matter how long we forgot about him in the past, let us use this time to give him praises and to really talk to him. Meditate on his gracious hands that he will protect us and give us his guidance while fighting this chaotic event.

TiLt

2009-09-24T23:58:00.001+08:00

Wilcon Depot. I bought a cosmo mag on a construction depot! ahaha.

Bible Seminar. My understanding about the bible is getting broader and broader each time.

Kinky Cakes. hahahahahahahahahahhahhaha! LMFAO!!!!! the pic bellow is a **** cookie and a **** chocolate. Just being silly with my amiga.

Amiga. for being so funny all the time.

FB applications.

Farmville – now at level 6. My farm is too organized it looked like a Park hahaha.
Sorority – level 14. lalalalalaLOVE my dresses, shoes, accessories.
Home Inn – just started this morning. Me likey the decorating part.
Fish World.

Watched over/ took care of my nephew yesterday. I miss him now huhu.

Picturesque Projects. 365 and GPOYW activities.

Trust and Obey. New song to sing on Sunday’s at church.

GPOYW 1: Watching Wednesday

2009-09-23T23:47:00.001+08:00

Lol. It looked like I’m strangling him.

This is by far my most fave pic of ours

I was the one watching my nephew today for he was confined at Fairview General Hospital since yesterday due to Dehydration.

Poor baby.

If only I could take in his sickness, I will. Good thing I’m used to needles and blood. That seeing him being inserted with IV did not affected me that much.

FB night

2009-09-23T02:34:00.001+08:00

Attention:

I made a big move!

I’ve gone from being a fisherwoman (OZ WORLD) to a farmer by day and a society girl by night. Lol.

I started playing tonight and so far its been fun. Most of the animals and the trees planted were from my amigas/friends. They spammed my FB with so many farmville give-a-ways/gifts. woot! I’m such a lucky gal. Thank you friends!

Then I have this. I love this kind of stuff. All about being a girl. Well who doesn’t?

I wasted 19 brownies on this dress. psssshhh….

Oh well…

oohh oohh… Thank you for those who voted for my style and gave me $50 which I used to buy this. hehe… you guys rock! <3

Church

2009-09-21T00:23:00.001+08:00

“ But this shall be the covenant that I will make with the house of Israel; After those days, saith the Lord, I will put my law in their inward parts, and write it in their hearts; and will be their God, and they shall be my people.”

- Jeremiah 31:33

Glee Club. Bookworms Club. Computer club. These were just some of the organizations that I’ve joined when I was in grade school and high school.

Being able to be a member of something hones our skills or talents. And it also expands our social skills because we do meet alot of people. Sometimes they become one of our good friends. Sometimes some becomes our enemies. Or sometimes some just doesn’t care at all.

See, I had such a long journey in searching for the truth about my being and it’s purpose. I was walking/running all by myself then. I guess I got tired of it and got really thirsty for someone to continue the search with me.

What is a church?

Before a became a Christian, I didn’t bother to concern myself when it comes with the religious or spiritual aspect of my life. For me, believing was faith and faith means God. And that was it.

When I think about God, the number one thing that comes to my mind was: this building with a cross on top of it. Where you offer something, so that it will become a blessing in return. And where the priests do their sermon every Sunday. And that summed up to what we all know as CHURCH.

I didn’t know that there is more meaning to it than a pile of hollow blocks and cement put together to create something holy.

I wanted so bad to be a member of the choir. I also wanted to try to be that someone that reads the 1st and 2nd reading. I was too envious of those people who were active in the church. And because in my thinking, this was of major importance to praise God.

But when I became a Christian, I finally understood the real essence of the word.

I guess God got so annoyed with all my rants ever since, that’s why he answered one of my ultimate wish in life. To commit myself with the “CHURCH”.

I didn’t know that we are that church.

Because once we become born again with the holy spirit, we will have fear in God and that is where the true wisdom and knowledge begins. There is regeneration within us. A new person so to speak.

When that happens we become more aware of our actions, our faith, and our sins. Because the holy spirit is taking place and governs us.

The people around me- family, friends, churchmates, will always be the observer to that new soul. On the other hand, I am the biggest judge of myself. If I judge myself good, then I guess I can be that church to the people I care for. Ready to give assistance and help them change to the better.

And so now, I am slightly committing myself to being a church for my self and to other people. Why slightly? because I am just like a baby. Still learning about everything there is about God, he’s words, salvation and all.

Go and Meditate. And judge yourself fairly. Are you ready to become a church to other people to build a new foundation for themselves?

greatest samurai novel in Japan

2009-09-20T22:36:00.001+08:00

“Eight Dog Chronicles” – truly an epic!

I’m inlove

my 365 project on tumblr

2009-09-19T07:57:00.001+08:00

so...

I made up my mind. I’m gonna be using my tumblr account for this ~~365 project~~.

here’s the link: snapshots of my life

My account has been pretty much on a prolonged abstinence already. So as of yesterday, I declared it as my 365 project diary. ahihihihi

(I’m over behind time for this. Yes, I know. For this year atleast. But!! I am prepared for next year right? *evil grin*!)

Yikes! so this means imma have to ready all the apertures I have?! Oh well. No worries. I know it’s gonna be FUN. Besides, this will practice my creativity towards photography (AS IF!)

Everyday is a clicking and snapping day! hahaha.

P.S.

I cleaned my Yahoo Messenger. I ditched all those whom I haven’t talk to in awhile and those whom I added yet I didn’t know who they are (blame it on the shop. oooohhh! and OZ? Lol). Sorry guys.

Failing is motivating

2009-09-18T13:34:00.001+08:00

If there’s something I learned from being a Christian, it’s this:

Failure should not be the basis of ending your goals in life.

Each and every one of us has his/her own ups and downs in life. And surely it can be resulted to a major happiness or major frustrations and depressions.

Last week, I got another huge disappointment. Not just for myself, but also to my parents. If I had not known about our church and the teachings about God’s words, I might have been so cold to everything and everyone around me. I might be locking myself up in my room again and not be able to share even just a little smile to someone.

But since I am now what you call a follower of God, that “disappointment” doesn’t have any impact on me anymore. Of course, I got sadden by that, but the next day after I heard that bad news, I was ok again. Like nothing happened at all.

Every time I go down from my room, my parents would ask me, “Are you ok?” “Don’t worry about it. You still have another try/chance next time.”

And surprisingly, my response to them is, “I’m ok. Life is too beautiful to just be affected by it.”

Actually, I am more than ok. I am satisfied with my life and what I have right now. Even after that news. I am happy.

Our Evangelist was right. Failing is something we should use to motivate ourselves. To help keep us on the move upon reaching our ambitions in life.

As cliche as it may sound, no matter how many times we fall/stumble/crash/collapse, we should all learn how to stand. Because we are not alone in our journeys and battles in life. We have a companion that’s been guiding us all through out. We may not be able to see him, but he’s just there, ready to give us a helping hand so we can continuously walk with the path/ destinations we wanted to get to. Just keep your faith alive and believe in yourself and in that invisible friend of ours.

My testimony to our fellowship after the Sunday sermon was this:

“ If ever I got the reverse. Let’s say I received a good news instead of a bad news, it’s just one of God’s big reward or blessing for me. But since I didn’t, it’s fine. The almighty will still shower me with alot of blessing no matter what (big or small). I should move forward and not dwell in it. God has a purpose to every failure I get in my life.”

Believe me. I was wowed by those words. I cannot believe that I would actually (or can!) say something like that. There was this “emf” all around me. While I was talking, And while I was sharing it to my churchmates. Like, for the first time I was actually PROUD of myself.

So yeah. Let us all embrace our failures and imperfections in life and make it into all POSITIVITY.

Another late night of slumber for me.

2009-09-17T23:35:00.001+08:00

Just got back from dinner out with family in Timog. Today was my parents 26th anniversary. So this is some kind of uhm… celebration lol. We dined in at this Singaporean/Malaysian resto. Everything were so delish! I was very satisfied with what I ate.

I’m sleepy, but I don’t want to dive in my bed yet. Because I have a full belly and I do believe in pancreatitis so….

hmmm what else is there?…

oh yeah! I haven’t done this in such a long time and I miss doing this.

THINGS I LOVE THURSDAY

God. for blessing me with so many things and for giving me the realization of how lucky I am because of what I have in my life. No matter how big or small it is. And despite all the problems that came and will come, he’s still there guiding, guarding and protecting me. Thank you so much!

Papa and Mommy. for being so supportive and understanding. And not being angry at me despite the failure I got last week. Thank you po! I love you both!

Evangelist Jesse and My whole Churchmates. for not judging me. And saying those nice words to motivate me. thank you so much!

Online shop. for managing it again. Got lots of ideas for it.

Mini store. Another business to manage. One way of helping my parents.

New LCD for my laptop. Woot! I’m gonna say bye bye to that big monitor hahaha. But thank you for it ‘coz it filled in the place of my malfunctioned lcd. Even though it strained my eyes everytime I use it .

1G RAM for my laptop. Now everything is very easy for me. I won’t have to wait after 48 years for one program to finish so I can open another one harharhar.

Church. It’s not just a place where in we can gain spiritual guidance, it’s also a therapy for me. I am now more aware of the “what’s not” in life. And I feel that every time I hear and learn something about the words of God (through the bible) I feel like I become more and more closer to him. Oh yes another big blessing from the almighty.

Money my dad gave me for an extra aid with my business. Thank you for supporting me papa! hehe

Having the courage to make a Vlog and post it on (take note!) YOUTUBE baby! hahaha. Well gotta have the balls and alot of nerve to do it. I mean it’s just for fun. And it will really help me build up my confidence. And besides, I find it very interesting and enjoyable nowadays. So yeah why not right?

talking to my friend in YM. and know that she’s not mad at me ‘coz I wasn’t able to join our planned trip last summer. And for this encouraging words from her.

vanesa fugaban: ur such a strong girl tlga
vanesa fugaban: dami n ding unos sa lyf mo

Thank you Van! love you girl!

And of course, noting this Tilt. :D

Windows Live Writer

2009-09-17T01:55:00.001+08:00

I maybe late in learning about this program, but I suppose it’s never too late to use it.

Like OMG! for the longest time of using MSN how can I miss this??!!! I can’t believe myself. I see this but I tend to ignore it every time. boohoo for me!

This is the most coolest thing that I have ever discovered since I started blogging. So awesome! Me love it soo much. Definitely will be my new BFF from now on hahaha.

Look! I can even put my picture in a Polaroid form with caption on it. That! without going to picnik, photobucket, flckr and such. How cool is that!!!

On the other hand, the pic above is what I have been doing yesterday (technically, since its already 1:46 AM in my clock). Everything were so pretty. But then I ended up buying nothing because it’s either in no stocks anymore or too expensive for my taste. And to think that almost everything is on sale! Like there were this two pants that I were eyeing for at Mint. Both were at 1,050 pesos but they cut it off at 50%. The only problem for me were, when I put it on (dang!), it won’t fit me. So yeah. Sorry for myself.

oh well….

btw, I made a Vlog last Saturday mwahahhaha.

Ooops! I got too fascinated by this Live writer that I lost the track of time.

Good night guys! and have a blessed week ahead!

Ciao!

myshoppinghaven vlog

2009-09-11T18:30:00.000+08:00

GLOBE IS PISSING ME OFF!

2009-08-25T22:29:00.006+08:00

AND ITS GIVING ME ONE HECK OF A HEADACHE!!!!

I ALMOST THREW MY CP BECAUSE OF THAT!

MY MOM GAVE ME A 100 PESOS CARD LOAD THIS MORNING. USUALLY I CAN CONSUME THAT CREDIT FOR 5 DAYS THE MOST. BUT!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT I NOW HAVE 0 BALANCE ???!!! @#$#%$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TO ADD MORE TO THEIR NOW LOUSY SERVICE, I RECEIVED NOT ONE... NOT TWO.... BUT THREE CONFIRMATION MESSAGES THAT SAYS THEY HAVE RECEIVED MY UNLITXT REQUEST (ek ek). SURE I DID SENT A REQUEST BUT I ONLY DID IT ONCE!!!!SO WHY GIVE ME 3 CONFIRMATORY MESSAGES

I HAVE A DUAL PHONE SO I'M CONSIDERING TO USE MY SMART PHONE MORE INSTEAD.

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH! I'M SO NOT IN THE MOOD RIGHT NOW! I HAVE BEEN IGNORING THIS INCIDENT FOR QUITE SOME TIME BUT I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THEIR SILENT WAYS OF STEALING MONEY FROM THEIR CLIENTS.

On the other hand:

hanayuki amano: gawin ko na tong farmtown ko
hanayuki amano:
hanayuki amano: sa facebook
eyecatcher_ruby: amft
hanayuki amano: dito ako naloloka eh
eyecatcher_ruby: adek ka na din dhan
hanayuki amano: pero amiga
eyecatcher_ruby: >.<
hanayuki amano: hahaha
hanayuki amano: uu amiga
hanayuki amano: nde mo alam?
hanayuki amano: level 28 na ako noh
hanayuki amano:
eyecatcher_ruby: d nga masyado eh
hanayuki amano: adek ka din dito?
eyecatcher_ruby: binigyan mo pa ata ako ng gulay
hanayuki amano:
hanayuki amano:
hanayuki amano: grabeh
hanayuki amano: naloka ako dito
eyecatcher_ruby: wala pa akong accunt dyan eh
eyecatcher_ruby: hahahaha
hanayuki amano: lahat kame taga ozg
hanayuki amano: ay naku amiga
hanayuki amano: matutuwa ka
hanayuki amano: sa kakatanim
eyecatcher_ruby:
hanayuki amano: okay naman toh noh
hanayuki amano: alang gastos
hanayuki amano: libangan lang
hanayuki amano: pag pasukan na
hanayuki amano: ma bi busy din ako
hanayuki amano:
eyecatcher_ruby: amiga nagupgrade ka na ng trabaho ngaun ah
hanayuki amano: kaw nga busy ka na tlga
eyecatcher_ruby: from mangingisda now to a farmer
hanayuki amano:
hanayuki amano: amiga namn
hanayuki amano: ano pa ba sunod?
eyecatcher_ruby: ahmmm taga luto!
eyecatcher_ruby:
hanayuki amano: meron pa amiga
eyecatcher_ruby: resto city]
hanayuki amano: restaurant city
eyecatcher_ruby:
hanayuki amano: level 20 na ako
eyecatcher_ruby: waaaaaaaaaaaaa
eyecatcher_ruby: amft
eyecatcher_ruby: aus ah
eyecatcher_ruby: yayaman ka nga nyan amiga
eyecatcher_ruby:
hanayuki amano: mayaman na ako sa gamit ko
hanayuki amano: natawa ako dun ah
eyecatcher_ruby:
hanayuki amano: mangingisda then farmer to resto
hanayuki amano:
eyecatcher_ruby: completo nga no
eyecatcher_ruby:
hanayuki amano: hahaha
hanayuki amano: grabeh kakaadik un facebook
hanayuki amano: lahat ng taga oz
hanayuki amano: nag quit dahil dito
eyecatcher_ruby: grabe no
eyecatcher_ruby: lahat kasi andun na sa fb eh
hanayuki amano: sina iane,tina at kuya gian
hanayuki amano: enish
hanayuki amano: ala na kaya mga taga oz
eyecatcher_ruby: hahahha

*ok so aside from yoville and fashionwars- which i haven't played in awhile now... i haven't tried anything else on FB. I pay no attention to it 'coz i'm really busy this past few weeks and the last thing I want is to get addicted to farmtown, restaurant city, sorority or any applications. I got a dozens of request from my friends but sorry guys i aint gonna accept that until I finished everything. :(

ooopsss! it's already late :( I kinda lost track of time there. mmmmkay have to sleep coz im gonna wake up early tomorrow. so have a wonderful night everyone!

peace out!

all laughs

2009-08-24T06:21:00.011+08:00

Sobrang nakakatawa sa church kahapon!Bumaligtad na talaga ang mundo. Ang mga lalake na ngayon si "mahinhin" at ang mga babae ay mga "bad ass". Mga tigasin ika nga hahaha.

We are oh so ridiculously having so much fun yesterday. Well every Sunday naman eh.

"Jesus was born to change two things.... bring the better or ~~worse~~ in us"
- Evangelist Jesse

Church is really the best way to destress yourself. I am truly grateful to God because he has given me these people that will help bring out the "good" side of me and help me become a good christian.
ohhh how lucky am I?!

Know your creation

2009-08-21T08:14:00.004+08:00

So I made a list or should I say questions for the young kids we teach on our church. They will be having their loooooooooong exam. I'm so excited for them 'coz in this way, we will know if they have learned something from us.

(Try to answer it too lol.)

1. Ilan ang aklat na naisulat sa Bagong Tipan?
(How many books are there in New Testament?)

2. Sino ang nagsulat ng Genesis?
(Who wrote the book of Genesis?)

3. Ilan ang aklat na naisulat sa Lumang Tipan?
( How many books were written on the Old Testament?

4. Ilan lahat ang aklat na nailimbag sa Bibliya?
(How many books are there in the bible?)

5. Ano ang ginawa ng Diyos ng ika-pitong araw?
(what did God do on the 7th day?)

6. Kailan ginawa ng Diyos ang mga buwan, araw at mga bituin noong?
(What day did God created the moon, the sun and the stars?

7. Bakit ginawa ng Diyos ang tao?
(Why did God created a man?)

8. Bakit binigyan ng Diyos si Adan ng asawa?
(Why did God gave Adam a wife?)

9. Ano ang pinagbabawal na utos ng Diyos kay Adam at Eba?
(What did God command Adam and Eve not to do?

10. Gawa sa anong dahon ang ginawang mga damit nila Adan at eba?
(From what plant did Adam and Eve made their clothes from?)

11. Ano ang pangalan ng bunsong anak ni Adan?
(What is the name of the younger son of Adam?)

12. Bakit pinatay ni Cain si Abel?
(Why did Cain kill Abel?)

So there. It's supposed to be 15 questions but the other 3 is a matching type with an illustration.

Imma go now do my own thing so see yah!

I wonder what will I post on today?

2009-08-19T20:19:00.009+08:00

I'm in the mood of thinking + typing at this very second.

...hmmmmm.....

I'm listening to Whee Sungs version of Insomnia and I lalalalalalaLOVE it!!!! more than the english one. Awww... this actually makes me miss my friends + clubbing + dance floor + dancing = GOING GAGA! hahaha. oye oye! those days.... whew. I've never stepped foot on a dance floor since like... uh.... hmmm.... forever!!! yikes! parang ang boring na ng buhay ko huhuhu. but anyways, it's ok. I'm into appreciating my life more nowadays. So everything is goin fine for me thank you very much!

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Oh this one is funny:
I was riding a jeep on my way to class yesterday and there was this one guy who payed for his fare and he said to the driver "Manong, saan po ba ung Pegasus?" Wut??? Everyone (not just me ok =D) was like errrrr ????.... hahaha. And it was like 7 in the morning! I dunno. I found that so weird. Well for people who don't know what PEGASUS is... It's basically like a night club FOR MEN?/! Not actually a stripped club but its on the same level? I don't really know how to explain it without making/sounding it so racist. Plus, I have no idea at all to what their "business" really is. so....

Oh well.

I can't think of anything good to share so I think I might just shut up and make a decent thing to do... byers!

Love of God is Stronger than temptation

2009-08-16T19:53:00.014+08:00

How many times have I said that I will lessen my time to play around with my computer?
: I dunno the answer to that myself. I lost count already.

How bout not to eat junk foods anymore?
: I don't know either.

How about..... I will smoothen out my relationship with the people to whom I have grudges on?
: about a million times maybe?

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF PUTTING RESTRICTIONS IN MY LIFE. OR PLANNING SOMETHING THEN NOT ABLE TO STICK WITH IT.

"For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that I do."
- Romans 7:15

In short whatever it is I don't want it's what I do.

These verse really is amazing. I thought to myself, "Oh Ruby this defines your now."

Before, I always blame God for all the chaos that's been going on in my life. I have been always complaining. I pitied myself for not having a good life like other girls have. Or not being able to be loved by other people. Now, after being able to have been known about God (thru our church), I view things lightly. I believe now that whatever it is that's been going on in our lives- no matter how bad or good it is, everything was in God's plan. He gives us trials to mold us to become strong. Gave us temptations to enable us to learn how to runaway from it. Then tests us on how much faith we have in him to give him a call for help so that we can easily let loose from it.

But for me, the biggest problem we people have to face is ~~TEMPTATION~~.

Everything we see in our surrounding is a BIG TEMPTATION. Even people can be a major enticement.

According to our pastor's sermon this morning. Temptation can be:

1. Timed. We always forget about God. Specifically when we are too busy with our own selfishness. Like computers or dates with boyfriend/s or girlfriend/s. We don't give out even just a little of our time to know about God. Not even on his day. Which is SUNDAY. 2. Strong. of course a direct approach. It's really hard to resist when it's there infront of us. It's like a magnet. It pulls us. 3. Persistent. Very stubborn like a little kid. It's a continuous process. One that never ends. 4. Available. 24/7. Whether our eyes are open or close. It's always there. Ready to eat us specially at our time of vulnerability. 5. Damaging. True Fact! it kills us mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually. Most of all we sin AGAINST GOD.

So how can we avoid or let our selves be free from it?

1. Anticipate it.
-> know yourself and your enemies. Be aware of what your situation is. Think and act wisely. AND ALWAYS KEEP GOD's WORDS WITHIN YOU. Feed yourself with his teachings. How? read the bible. When we wake up in the morning before we start our day and before we end our night.
2. Accept Responsibility.
-> First and foremost TO GOD, FOR GOD and FROM GOD. Let us delight everything for him. And of course take on your responsibilities to your family and friends.
3. Avoid it.
-> how? RUN AWAY FROM IT. If you are in a peers of alcoholics or drug users, instead of joining them, turn your back and run away from it. You can never get out when you always join the wrong side. God did not gave us problems in our lives if we can't handle it.

"There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it."
- 1 Corinthians 10:13

4. Ask for God's help.
-> Simply by PRAYING. If the US has 911, God has it's own lifeline too.

"Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and show thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not."
- Jeremiah 33:3

P.S.

I am lovin' my new heart necklace.

Shout out to my cousin Cocoy: Happy birthday!

I am now a new fan of Shantea Mac. Know as Luvableviet on youtube lol. She is just so pretty and inspiring. Plus any girl can learn alot from her.

Persieds Meteor Shower

2009-08-14T00:17:00.005+08:00

It's so nice to watch. How the meteors appear and disappear in just a split seconds. It's amazing how God creates things for us to enjoy. It's a matter of how we appreciate it that makes it more interesting.

I wanted to stay up 'till 1 am, but it got so chilly outside that my jacket and pants has no use. And the fact that it was too quiet and I was alone, makes everything so lonesome.

On the other hand, I'm really happy to be able to experience something as phenomenal like this scenario. I heard this takes place every August. So I guess I have something to look forward to every year.

Meanwhile, as I was glaring towards the sky, I was listening to 2NE1's songs at the same time. The song "Let's Go Party" was playing. Then this hit me....

"Lets go fart-y... Work that booty.."

ahahahaha(ok corny!)

Sorry. I'm just ecstatic right now. Seeing 2 or more meteors falling from the sky really amazes me (palibhasa first timer).

Well, that's how my night has been. I'm gonna take me zzzz's now. tata everyone! nighties!

Dear self: You missed an opportunity to know God

2009-08-13T17:39:00.004+08:00

That sucks BIG TIME!

Because you ONLY decided to not go to your church's 6 days of Bible Seminar. How great can you be???!!!!

WRONG DECISION RUBY!!!

It only desolated your WHOLE WEEK! Thanks to your own reasoning!

Sorry for you! YOU just wasted alot:

your time to learn about God and be more closer to him.
got yourself into alot of annoying stuff here at home.
And your sitting there feeling so fucked up! urgh!

Congratulations!

I made a list!

2009-08-13T15:20:00.005+08:00

...of people to whom I would buy and give gifts to.

But I have to save lots of money first hahaha!

My jaw dropped and my eyes got really widen when I realized how many people I listed (20 plus!) and to how much money (don't ask T.T) I needed. Eeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkk! What was I thinking?!!!! Lol. Maybe I should rethink about this =)) Or lessen my list :(

I still got 4 months or so to save up anyway. Whatever will be the means come December, then I'll have to find a way to fill in with that allotted amount lol. *sigh*

Random: FB mode

2009-08-11T09:44:00.009+08:00

I've been posting 2NE1's vidz in FB for quite some time now. And when I posted the "NOBODY" US version of WG. My friend was like - "Woooo! At last! I'm not seeing any DARA on your page anymore" hahaha. Nah! I'm just kidding. We just call her Ms. krung krung during our college days for some odd reasons. That's why it's kind of uhm a big deal to her. JOKE Shiens! Love yah lol.

Then a friend surveyed herself to what statement shirt will suit her. When I saw the result it really got me in a major ROFL!

Jean sumagot sa quiz na Anong STATEMENT SHIRT ang bagay sa'yo? at ang resulta ay WAG KA NANG MAGPA-REBOND, panget ka naman eh.

Over confident at malaki ang ulo. Wag kang mayabang, hindi ka kagandahan/kagwapuhan.

ahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahaha! It was really funny! Then I answered it myself and the result for me was:

Ruby sumagot sa quiz na Anong STATEMENT SHIRT ang bagay sa'yo? at ang resulta ay downt enderstend tegelog, eh? TENGNA MOW

Isa kang cool at rational na tao. Matalino at may sense. Marami kang friends. Ang masamang balita lang, mauubos na ang specie nyo, kaya.. "Humayo ka at magpakarami!" HAHAHA!

Say wut?! hahahaha!

I also added few pictures with my churchmates last Sunday. Fun times!

And I'm uber happy 'coz some people I know or familiar with, but not really close to them nor even talked to them not even once during college have added me. Thank you so much!

On another note:
- I have to arrange the inside of my closet. My things are in total wreck hahhaha.
- then do my readings at 1 pm onwards.
- planning to do a work out ("hiphop abs") before 6pm when I do my break. I've been eatin alot for the past 2 weeks now and my tummy is really... uh never mind. I don't want to say it lol.
- drink only milk in the evening. basically my dinner only thing :D
- mess around with my pamangking mwahahahaha!
- sleep early!

Mama, You know I love You!

2009-08-08T15:39:00.009+08:00

"....it would take a lifetime for us to be okay because we will forever miss you,"
- Kris Aquino

I guess that sums up what I'm feeling until now....

Cory Aquino and my beloved aunt had ONE thing in common. And when I say one it is literally ONE. Cory Aquino died August 1,while my aunt died July 1. And they both died because of ~~cancer~~. Cory to colon CA while my aunt to ovarian CA. Well, make that two.

Anyways, I am too saddened by what the circumstances has brought us. Everything still hasn't sink in to me. My aunts death has caused so much grievances to me and my family. We weren't exactly prepared for her departure. Infact we were never CLOSE to thinking about it. It never even crossed our minds.

My aunt may not be my real mom. But for me she is my second mom. She never did her job of caring for us out of obligation or responsibility. She did it because she loves us and that she's happy doing it. You will never hear her grumble or say bad things about how much she's done for us. No matter how tired she was, she's still doing her part as our MOMMY NENENG.

Before 2008 ends, we attended alot of functions together. Like, attending the Manny Villar Seminar every Saturday in Starmall. Her accompanying me to my driving lessons. Her teaching me how to cook Relyenong Bangus so I can cook for my dad when he's here and make it by myself. And more importantly, she has always been there for every occasion on our lives- birthdays, Christmas, New year. She was our chef. And I must say everything she prepare on our table were so damn delish! Saying that, got me thinking, what will happen to our Christmas this year and how can we welcome 2010 now that she's gone?

We greeted 2009 with full of happiness and smiles. Our new year with her for this year was for me the BEST so far. Little did we know that it will be our last.

Her sickness started with just a simple cough. She never complained about it. But we noticed that it got worser and worser. Her x-ray shows, that fluids had already accumulated her lungs. Her doctor had just given her a medication to remove it. But there was no use for her to continue those meds. She was still coughing and coughing and coughing. At the same time, her abdomen was getting bloated. So we asked for a second opinion. This time to a general surgery practitioner but they had to transfer her to OB for further check up. No doctor can really tell what her condition was all about. She had gone through major laboratory exams and CT scan. They said there was a cyst inside her. But still, there was no true diagnosis. I was in doubt already. I just kept my silence. When the doctors cut her open for her operation, they just gave up because according to them "her cyst had grew in a very disagreeable manner" so they just took a sample for biopsy.

The result of that biopsy had cleared what was on my mind. It was POSITIVE. She had a Stage 3 Ovarian cancer. It was really a shocking truth for my family. One of the doctors had said that she might live for a maximum of 6 months and that we should give her our full love and support. It was so hard to accept. We didn't tell her about her situation at first.

One day, while we were both watching t.v., she suddenly blurted out:
" Bing, Stage 3 na pala ako..."

I was in a total blank. Turned out she was holding all her hospital documents. She found it somewhere. I kept my cool and said nothing.

But despite the caring we did for her, I am living my now with so much shame and full of regret. Because while she was in bed fighting for her life, I had said some bad things and treated her ugly at times out of stress and pressure.

How can I say sorry to her now that she's gone? How can I give her my hugs and kisses? How can I say I Love You to her? More so say THANK YOU for all that she has contributed in our family especially to me. How can I accept the fact that she's gone? When, it's the last thing I want for someone who has impacted so much and has been a part of my life.

Truly, Kris was right. It will really take a lifetime for me to be okay because I will forever miss her...

I won't say good bye. Nor forget about her. I will not let her go. But I will move on. I don't know how, but I know she and God will help me find a way.

I Love you Mommy Neneng!
Please guide us still even if you're in heaven.
You now can be eternally happy with God.....

Change!

2009-08-07T08:03:00.003+08:00

I decided to change my layout again. Boooo!

Love the one I chose yesterday, but it gave me alot of problems with my posts.

- I can't post 2 or more entries in one day.
- And when I try to open my recent entries the words just scattered in the entire site.

So yeah I stayed up late just to find a new skin. I found another one but still there were some errors in it so I tried to find a new one today (yeah this early lol). Well I liked this one. I'm gonna do the edits when I come back later on 'coz I have alot of major things to do.

Ciao!

happy one year old!

2009-08-06T16:34:00.022+08:00

My dear blogspot.

It's been one heck of a ride. From being a newbie that I am, without even knowing how to write something worth reading for, we still manage to survive a one year of posting about nonsense hahaha. Hmm.. I wonder we if we can still make it to number 2 :)

Anyhows, about my post earlier, am gonna do a summary of it na lang kasi I can't recall what I wrote.

june 28: happy me :)
- it was my birthday. It was also a sunday, so, I was at church almost the whole day that time. Plus my churchmates and I were practicing a song for one of our sisters wedding. But a day or two before that, my mom told me about papa sending me something from abroad. It was edible she said. But I just ignored it 'coz..... "si Papa? magpapadala ng gift? it's a miracle!" Well, we do celebrate my birthday naman everytime he's here in pinas but never when he's out of the country. He haven't even done that in my entire 25 years of existence. OOOOOOOOOPPPPS! did I say 25? waaaaaa! So anyway, I got home around 7pm i think. The first thing that caught my eyes were the bouquet of red roses sitting on one of our cabinets. I knew it then that it was for me :P then I saw a huge cake in the table which by the way written on it was

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
RUBY ANN CRYSTAL

Love Papa

It was really a shocker to me hahaha. I'm like "Kay Papa talaga galing to?" hehehe.
I'm super lucky to have a sweet father. Salamat po papa :) I love you!

july 1: bad news:good news (1:1)
- Imma write the good one and save the bad one for the next post instead.

CONGRATULATIONS BRO!
My brother got hired to Mitsubishi Company as one of their Engineer. My whole family is happy for him :D

Last week of July: New Gadget!
- A new cellphone from Papa again. This time my sister and I have both the same thing. A Nokia E66. My motorazr got bugged or something it just doesn't function anymore :( too bad I love that phone but I'm happy it got replaced in a short time. It's so hard to have no means of communication to my friends and family and especially that I have an online shop to which our customers use to contact me at times.

My current addiction: 2NE1
- Gawd! I am such a Dara fanatic now. I hate her then but I adore her now. makes sense? :))
I'm listening to "I don't care". Which is on repeat mode on my phone hahaha. super perfect for all the jerks out there Lol.

The whole thing were basically all the great/wonderful things that came my way this past few days. I only want to remember the HAPPY moments for the mean time. Tragic ones please move away please!

CRASH AND BURN!

2009-08-06T14:58:00.012+08:00

I was writing an entry about the things that had happened to me during my time of hiatus when all of a sudden, this crappy laptop of mine fucked up and ruined everything!!

I am so close of throwing this out off my window and let the thunder do the crashing and burning!

Shit.

I wish

2009-06-05T23:40:00.002+08:00

On my birthday will be the same thing as this pic. Pretty. Colorful. Crazy. Fun to look at....

*sigh*

2009-05-31T21:26:00.001+08:00

*not all are in the pic hahaha...

I am so blessed to be able to meet all these wonderful people and to be a part of that indescribable "samahan" going on in that church behind us. I am so so so happy!

old letter '06

2009-05-24T20:35:00.002+08:00

from a friend on my birthday ~~3 years ago~~...

This day is really not so nice to me

2009-05-13T22:47:00.004+08:00

The one thing that I don't want to be in, is in a situation where in me and my mom clashes when the atmosphere around us isn't good. And tonight we had another disagreement!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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How can I get this guilt out within me?! I'm sure I won't be able to sleep well tonight! Nice going ruby! If only you had zipped you mouth shut!

My conscience is KILLING ME!

2009-05-13T19:54:00.003+08:00

I feel so shitty since yesterday. My friend is in need of my help and yet all i can do is to listen.

I'm sorry if I seem to "like" tolerate (though I 101% do not agree!) your decision, but if it's the only way to solve your problem, then, I will just have to shut my mouth and don't make any judgement regarding it.

I'm so worried about you. You want to change your life, but still, you have no choice but to return to what you do in the past. Don't worry, I'm sure that you will over come everything in time. We have a strong back up. Him up there! Just be strong. And don't ever... ever...ever... loose your faith in him. God works in mysterious ways. So just hang in there!

As cliche as it may sound, I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU! we swore to watch over each other and I won't break it!

2009-05-13T13:18:00.003+08:00

oh great! abs is now televising BOF. Now the whole Philippines know you! I think I want to be a selfish biatch just so I can keep him by myself please! harharhar... right! ASAness!

I love you mommy!

2009-05-10T19:10:00.006+08:00

Her smile this morning is simply PRECIOUS. Nothing can compares to it. And the way she says "thank you" for our gift to her (with a shocking expression- so rare that we do something like this!) is very re-mark-able. Thank you God for this day!

crossing my fingers

2009-05-09T21:13:00.002+08:00

Later this midnight my brother and I will be sneaking out to our dinning room to:

Hang our DIY banner for mother's day,
putting the gifts for my mom, aunt and cousin on the table,
making sure no one is up when we do this. It's a surprice!

I bought a bag for my mom.. I just hope she'll like it.. pfft.

Tooth fairy, where are u?!

2009-05-04T05:13:00.004+08:00

My molar is in effin pain!

I think God has given me some lil punishing yesterday, because I did not to attend the church. Though I have my reasons huhuhu. And no its not Pacman's fight.

I haven't even recovered yet from a flu (FYI: not swine flu ok?!) attack last week, now this!

Gah! The one thing that I do not want to be afflicted with is..... ~~TOOTH ACHE~~! huhuhu...

Damn Bro!

2009-04-23T10:54:00.003+08:00

The Title of this post is supposedly: "I'm sorry bro!"

At first I felt bad 'coz my brother told me last night to wake him up around 4 am today 'coz he had an early class - ~~7:30 am~~. I heard my alarm buzzed, but the sleepy me just got up and turn it off and then went back to sleep. I woke up at 5:30 again, when suddenly, out of no where, something or someone whispered to me. Telling me to "wake him up!". Then I remember what my brother told me last night. So I rushed up to his room, called out his name (as loud as I can), trying my best to get him out of his bed. 1,2,3 times I called out before he rose up. I went back to my room thinkin that he's preparing himself for school. After 30 minutes, I saw him infornt of his pc!!! What the?! I asked him why he's still not taking a bath and he said, "It's the first day of our class anyway... I'm sure the prof will not be there..." argggghhhhh!!!!

My effort was WASTED!!! I hate it when he do that!

Surgery Phobia?

2009-04-21T09:31:00.005+08:00

Operations, surgery, major cuts, body organs, etc etc... eeek! it's the main reason why I don't want to be a doctor. Being a medtech is enough. Sure I can deal with blood. But no internal body involvement for me please! I'm a weakling when it comes to those areas. It's too much for me to handle. I feel the nausea when I see one. I just want to run away.

This morning, my mom asked me to help her with the cleansing of my aunt's stitches. What's a daughter like me got to do but to obey. Well, of course I too wanted to help, but when I was doing it, I feel like i'm gonna F-A-I-N-T! My hands were shaking to the point that I couldn't feel them anymore. It's like I was a magnet attracting the pain of my aunt into me. It was very nostalgic!

I'm just too afraid of patients/people having a critical condition. What if something happen to them in my watch and I couldn't do anything to save them... Y.Y

2009-04-20T14:51:00.001+08:00

I can relate to the plot of the movie. I myself has my own seeking for the TRUE TREASURE. Lucky for me, I'm on the right path and beginning to understand what that hidden treasure is. I'm just happy to be able to find it. FINALLY!

Things that made me happy today

2009-04-19T20:52:00.003+08:00

did a small act of humility for my mom by doing my duty as her daughter lol
learned awhole lot of teachings today
amiga ej's kindness and her present for me
sharing the pulvoron I bought to the whole household hahaha.
JUST BEING HAPPY...

i want....

2009-04-15T15:43:00.004+08:00

this...

and this....

and him...

LOL!

2009-04-14T10:38:00.002+08:00

Seeing my tita's situation yesterday at the hospital, I can't help but to feel sorry for myself. To be shameful because I cannot do anything to help her. I feel so useless...

Watch the Lamb

2009-04-12T23:46:00.002+08:00

I've seen this video last Friday at the bible seminar that I have attended.

Wow! No words can describe how much it affected me....

Toxic

2009-04-10T11:44:00.002+08:00

I remember during my 3rd year in college, I was backing up a friend with her talent portion in this pageant at uni. We were dancing with "toxic" by britney. Surely it was an accurate timing 'coz those were the days where in we were all soaked up by the busy life of being a medtech student.

But right now, I'm being intoxicated by ♥THEM♥!

You're toxic, I'm slipping under
With a taste of poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?

Last week and this week...

2009-04-10T01:23:00.007+08:00

I was/am...

still busy going gaga over him :D

overloaded with typing job

plus,

spending a whole lot of fun times with my girlfriends..

(me, jack, elay @ gateway after watching "Knowing")

(amiga ej and I @ church)