.. a date I will never forget.
The truth is, while you're at the brink of death, everything flashes back. What you did while you're still alive.... The people you love... Every single thing about you. In just a split second you will see/realize it all.
I know because it happened to me....
I don't want to recall that horrible event. Because I almost died that night.
One thing I can remember was, while my body was tossed from left to right of the jeep I was in, and my mind has gone blank (and all I can think about was "is this the end..."), there was a sudden bright light in front of me. I don't know if it was from all the vehicles that was passing by or what. I was almost thrown outside the jeep but for some reason i felt some hands grabbing my hands and controlled it and put it on the two seats for me to hold on to. And I also felt a shield at my back that barricaded me from going outside.
From that moment I know I felt my father. My heavenly God. He protected me.
Yes. My life now is my second one.
I was talking to him last night and I can't help but burst into tears. I have so much guilt in me. The thing is, he has given me the BIGGEST gift a person can ever receive from him.... MY SALVATION. But being a human being, I can't resist the temptation the world offers me. My Christian life has nothing but DOWN since last year.
What happened that night was a bitter sweet wake up call from my father. I know I haven't been able to do my duties as his daughter. I have been too selfish and preoccupied in worldly things that I have forgotten about him. I lack on sharing even a little bit of my time to him.
Saying sorry is not enough. I still believe in ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS. Not going to promise anything because there will always be that bumpy road that I have no choice but to take. But you know what, I am more eager and confident that I can surpass that challenge because my father is always with me. He has always been :)
Thank you papa God! I love you!
