Have Some Decency

Some people really don't know the meaning of the word "DELIKADESA". Or maybe they do but just don't care.

I'm the type of person who has a high tolerance when it comes to patience. I think that's one trait that I have to change. Because when someone do something against my will, I just shut my mouth off and say nothing and still try to understand the situation even if that same person does the same bad things over and over again.

I don't wanna have some ill feelings towards someone especially to someone who's close to me. But today my patience was really tested.  

Put yourself on my shoes...how would you react in these situation:

- if someone (a relative) lives with you. shares the same room as you. shares the same bed as you. Lets her use your things freely (even if she doesn't ask) and sometimes she hides your stuff behind your back and keeps it to herself (yes, I  caught her doing such act). And still you stay muted.

then...

-unexpectedly, she had a baby. yet you still supported her and took the responsibility of taking care of the baby whenever she's in school.

Then, what she do in return is.....

- bring some friends over to your house (still without my or my parents consent). She lets her friends enter your room (a private sanctuary!). her friends then suddenly uses your laptop. The bad thing about that is, they not only consume your electricity, they also makes use of your water supply. Yes, everytime they come over (which is every week), they take a bath. 

it doesn't stop there....

- at first it was only 2-3 friends who comes over. Now they increased to more than 10!

the BIGGest shameful part of this act is.... (happened today)

- you (the daughter of the owner of the house), was the one who is watching over her baby while she!! and her friends do some  drinking spree on your rooftop. And the grimmest part of it is, her friends still enter your room like they own it. You even caught them laying on my bed for Pete's sake.

tell me, do you think its about time to speak up for my own rights? do I have to be a bitch to teach her some lessons?

I'm really so confuse right now. I'm so mad! 

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....

This is too much!

I really can't stand it any longer. I wanna shout at them. I wanna kick them all and say "this party is over. Get out of our house you intruders!" I wanna slap my cousin and tell her to have some respect with the people who lives and owns this house. I want to tell my aunt to pack her daughters' and grandsons' belongings and leave our house immediately. 

But I wasn't brought up by my parents to be that kind of person. I still think of my aunt(my cousins mom) who I have a big respect with. And I don't want my cousin to be embarrass by what I can do.

Oh Lord.

How long can I take these? How long can I stay quiet?