SHIT!!!

Can someone kill me right now?

I feel so stupid.

argggghhh!!! I HATE MYSELF!!

I just said something that can add to my mom's misery. I shouldn't have said that. Its so wickedly wrong. My heart is booming with sorrow at this very moment.

DAMN IT RUBY!! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SAY SUCH NASTY WORDS?!!!
YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF!!!