*not all are in the pic hahaha...

I am so blessed to be able to meet all these wonderful people and to be a part of that indescribable "samahan" going on in that church behind us. I am so so so happy!  

old letter '06

from a friend on my birthday 3 years ago...

This day is really not so nice to me

The one thing that I don't want to be in, is in a situation where in me and my mom clashes when the atmosphere around us isn't good. And tonight we had another disagreement!

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How can I get this guilt out within me?! I'm sure I won't be able to sleep well tonight! Nice going ruby! If only you had zipped you mouth shut! 

My conscience is KILLING ME!

I feel so shitty since yesterday. My friend is in need of my help and yet all i can do is to listen.

I'm sorry if I seem to "like"  tolerate (though I 101% do not agree!) your decision, but if it's the only way to solve your problem, then, I will just have to shut my mouth and don't make any judgement regarding it. 

I'm so worried about you. You want to change your life, but still, you have no choice but to return to what you do in the past. Don't worry, I'm sure that you will over come everything in time. We have a strong back up. Him up there! Just be strong. And don't ever... ever...ever... loose your faith in him. God works in mysterious ways. So just hang in there!

As cliche as it may sound, I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU! we swore to watch over each other and I won't break it! 

oh great! abs is now televising BOF. Now the whole Philippines know you! I think I want to be a selfish biatch just so I can keep him by myself please! harharhar... right! ASAness!

I love you mommy!

Her smile this morning is simply PRECIOUS. Nothing can compares to it. And the way she says "thank you" for our gift to her (with a shocking expression- so rare that we do something like this!) is very re-mark-able.  Thank you God for this day!

crossing my fingers

Later this midnight my brother and I will be sneaking out to our dinning room to:

• Hang our DIY banner for mother's day,
• putting the gifts for my mom, aunt and cousin on the table,
• making sure no one is up when we do this. It's a surprice!

I bought a bag for my mom.. I just hope she'll like it.. pfft.

Tooth fairy, where are u?!

My molar is in effin pain!

I think God has given me some lil punishing yesterday, because I did not to attend the church. Though I have my reasons huhuhu. And no its not Pacman's fight.

I haven't even recovered yet from a flu (FYI: not swine flu ok?!) attack last week, now this!  

Gah! The one thing that I do not want to be afflicted with is..... TOOTH ACHE! huhuhu...