Hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

Crap! This early and my tears are falling hahaha.

I just received a text from my friend Kate. Her visa for Qatar will be out next month. That made me sad awww. We have been thru alot as friends. I'm so lucky to be able to meet a person who's as trustworthy as her. 

Sad ako kasi iiwan mo ko =( I feel like a part of me will be cut off.  Pero at the same time happy 'coz makakasama mo na 'yung daddy mo.

Sana lang magpakita ka muna sa akin before you leave ha! hehehe. Love you Bakla!

Because I'm Stupid

Lyrics:
Nae meoriga neomuna nappaseo
(I'm really, very foolish)
Neo hanapakke nan moreugo
(I know of no one other than you)
Tareun sarameun pogoittneun neon
(You're looking at someone else)
Ireon naema-eumdo moreugettji
(Yet you have no idea of my feelings like this)

Neoui harue naran eoptgettji
(I won't be in your days)
Tto chu'eokjoch'a eoptgettjiman
(I won't be in the memories either, however)
Neoman paraman pogoittneun nan
(Only you, I looked only at you)
Chakku nunmuli heureugoisseo
(And the tears keep coming)

Neoui dwaetmoseubeul poneungeotdo nan haengbokiya
(As I watch you walking past, I'm still happy)
Ajik naui ma-eumeul mollado
(Even though you still don't know my heart)
Kkeutnae seuch'ideusi kado
(I should stop this and go)

Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen
(I really want to see the day)
Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
(I'm withstanding the pain each day)
Neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
("I love you" is playing on my lips)
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
(Alone once again, crying for you)
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
(Alone once again, missing for you)
Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you

Neoui harue nan eoptgettji
(I won't be in your days)
Tto kieokjoch'a eoptgettjiman
(I won't be remembered either, however)
Neoman paraman pogoittneun nan
(Only you, I looked only at you)
Honja ch'ueokeul mandeulgo isseo
(I'm making memories alone)

(This part HJ didnt sing)
[Naegen sarangiran areumdaun sangch'eokat'a
(Loving you is like having a beautiful wound)
Neoui yeppeun misoreul poado
(I look at your pretty smile also)
Hamkke nan utjido mothae
(But I cannot laugh with you)

Niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen
(I'm thinking about you so much everyday)
Kaseum sirigo seulp'eun naleneun
(My heart is hurting in all these sad days)
Niga pogosip'ta ipgae maemdola
("I want to see you" is playing on my lips)
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
(Alone once again, crying for you)
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
(Alone once again, missing for you)
Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you]

*Guitar Solo* 

Bye, bye, never say goodbye
Ireohke chapji mothajiman
(Even though I cannot hold you like this)
I need you amu maldo mothae I want you
(I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you)
Paraedo dasi paraedo
(I keep on hoping too, I'll keep hoping)

Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen
(I really want to see the day)
Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
(I'm withstanding the pain each day)
Neoreul saranghanda ipgae ma)
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
(Alone once again, missing for you)

Niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen
(I'm thinking about you so much everyday)
Kaseum sirigo seulp'eun naleneun
(My heart is hurting in all these sad days)
Niga pogosip'ta ipgae maemdola
("I want to see you" is playing on my lips)
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
(Alone once again, crying for you)
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
(Alone once again, missing for you)
Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you

*OUCH! this song really suits the role of Kim Hyun Joong (he's playing the role of Vic Zhou/Hua Ze Lei in Meteor Garden). If I were Geum Jan Di/Sanchai I would probably choose him over Gu Jyun Pyo/Dao Ming Si >.< He's got this FANTASTIC KILLER SMILE OMG! 

Who does it better?

i wonder... magpapahuli kaya tayong mga pinoy? hehe :P

MY CURRENT ADDICTION!

-giggles-  *blushes* 

I wish a guy can do this for me :P

Scene: on board a helicopter....

Goo Joon Pyo: I told myself that when I found a girl whom I like, I must bring her here.

Geum Jan Di: -staring cluelessly at Goo Joon Pyo-

Goo Joon Pyo: Did you see? my heart?

that's that! SHIT!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! Lee Min Ho, will you marry me?!!!! hahahhahaa.... :D

Boys Before Flowers

You know what ticks me off when I watch something like this on the net? It's when you finished downloading the first part and then you try to load the next episode then suddenly you're browser goes error. Then you gonna have to repeat evuuuuuuuuuuuuu-ry-thing. ARRRGHHH!!!

Spontaneous plans

Girls, I really wish we can make this into reality:

• fun in Enchanted Kingdom
• vacation in Cebu (Malapascua)
• body spa/massage together
• go to the gym with Van
• more spending time with each other.

wish..wish...wish... please let it be!

I am deeply pleased with the gestures of my friends- Vanessa and Debbie. They visited me the other day just so to comfort me and give their support. They were both worried that I might be depressed and alone and wanted to cast myself off from everyone again. 

I'm sure they were both surprised to see the reverse hahhaha. Well, of course I was disappointed. but the truth of the matter is, I expected it already. No one knows this, but I have been crying my heart out for more than a month before that dreadful 2 days came. I was praying to God to give me strength to surpass it. Maybe, somehow in my heart it meant, to let me accept whatever the result is.

And I did.

I firmly assessed everything with no what if's. I have my faults too. The lack of awareness with my actions got me through this. So I took it as it is. It's another self learning experience for me.

I know my parents, now, my friends do mind what's happening to me. Thank you for that. Thank you for just being there for me. That, for sure is what I need more than anything. The "concern" you share for me.... that... alone is what matters most. 

Saying THANK YOU (VERY MUCH) isn't enough, but, I wanna say it anyway....

at talagang nagpaka-addictus ako sa kanya for 3 days. I hate crunchyroll for their limitations. Pero I found another site that gives you a free access to watch animes that CR restricts. It's anivide.com. hahaha goodness! Me was super happy :D I was so enjoying  watching Zed fight. Oh I love him already. And Amil Gaoul! You rock my world! hahaha. 

Hi blogness!

wow! I've been on haitus for awhile. that sucks!

Clearly, alot of things happened to me these past weeks. Good and Bad news actually. But I won't dwell on the bad side. My acceptance to everything has been all positive. Which was my motto since the start of this year. 

[Very]Good news: myshoppinghaven.multiply.com

-----> like OMGness! I was just dreaming about it before. Now am actually handling one. To top it all of, my partner is my girl friend ELAY. We both are very new to this and so is our shop (like less than 2 weeks old) but somehow we are getting good vibes. I hope this continues until we could really save a lot of money to buy more items. So girls who loves shopping, go and visit our online shop. You might find something that will interest you. hehe...

[Very]Bad news: mmmmm never mind. This won't frustrate me.

God has given me so many great things. And I will continue to count and be thankful it.