GLOBE IS PISSING ME OFF!

AND ITS GIVING ME ONE HECK OF A HEADACHE!!!!

I ALMOST THREW MY CP BECAUSE OF THAT!

MY MOM GAVE ME A 100 PESOS CARD LOAD THIS MORNING. USUALLY I CAN CONSUME THAT CREDIT FOR 5 DAYS THE MOST. BUT!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT I NOW HAVE 0 BALANCE ???!!! @#$#%$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TO ADD MORE TO THEIR NOW LOUSY SERVICE, I RECEIVED NOT ONE... NOT TWO.... BUT THREE CONFIRMATION MESSAGES THAT SAYS THEY HAVE RECEIVED MY UNLITXT REQUEST (ek ek). SURE I DID SENT A REQUEST BUT I ONLY DID IT ONCE!!!!SO WHY GIVE ME 3 CONFIRMATORY MESSAGES

I HAVE A DUAL PHONE SO I'M CONSIDERING TO USE MY SMART PHONE MORE INSTEAD.

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH! I'M SO NOT IN THE MOOD RIGHT NOW! I HAVE BEEN IGNORING THIS INCIDENT FOR QUITE SOME TIME BUT I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THEIR SILENT WAYS OF STEALING MONEY FROM THEIR CLIENTS.

On the other hand:

hanayuki amano: gawin ko na tong farmtown ko
hanayuki amano:
hanayuki amano: sa facebook
eyecatcher_ruby: amft
hanayuki amano: dito ako naloloka eh
eyecatcher_ruby: adek ka na din dhan
hanayuki amano: pero amiga
eyecatcher_ruby: >.<
hanayuki amano: hahaha
hanayuki amano: uu amiga
hanayuki amano: nde mo alam?
hanayuki amano: level 28 na ako noh
hanayuki amano:
eyecatcher_ruby: d nga masyado eh
hanayuki amano: adek ka din dito?
eyecatcher_ruby: binigyan mo pa ata ako ng gulay
hanayuki amano:
hanayuki amano:
hanayuki amano: grabeh
hanayuki amano: naloka ako dito
eyecatcher_ruby: wala pa akong accunt dyan eh
eyecatcher_ruby: hahahaha
hanayuki amano: lahat kame taga ozg
hanayuki amano: ay naku amiga
hanayuki amano: matutuwa ka
hanayuki amano: sa kakatanim
eyecatcher_ruby:
hanayuki amano: okay naman toh noh
hanayuki amano: alang gastos
hanayuki amano: libangan lang
hanayuki amano: pag pasukan na
hanayuki amano: ma bi busy din ako
hanayuki amano:
eyecatcher_ruby: amiga nagupgrade ka na ng trabaho ngaun ah
hanayuki amano: kaw nga busy ka na tlga
eyecatcher_ruby: from mangingisda now to a farmer
hanayuki amano:
hanayuki amano: amiga namn
hanayuki amano: ano pa ba sunod?
eyecatcher_ruby: ahmmm taga luto!
eyecatcher_ruby:
hanayuki amano: meron pa amiga
eyecatcher_ruby: resto city]
hanayuki amano: restaurant city
eyecatcher_ruby:
hanayuki amano: level 20 na ako
eyecatcher_ruby: waaaaaaaaaaaaa
eyecatcher_ruby: amft
eyecatcher_ruby: aus ah
eyecatcher_ruby: yayaman ka nga nyan amiga
eyecatcher_ruby:
hanayuki amano: mayaman na ako sa gamit ko
hanayuki amano: natawa ako dun ah
eyecatcher_ruby:
hanayuki amano: mangingisda then farmer to resto
hanayuki amano:
eyecatcher_ruby: completo nga no
eyecatcher_ruby:
hanayuki amano: hahaha
hanayuki amano: grabeh kakaadik un facebook
hanayuki amano: lahat ng taga oz
hanayuki amano: nag quit dahil dito
eyecatcher_ruby: grabe no
eyecatcher_ruby: lahat kasi andun na sa fb eh
hanayuki amano: sina iane,tina at kuya gian
hanayuki amano: enish
hanayuki amano: ala na kaya mga taga oz
eyecatcher_ruby: hahahha

*ok so aside from yoville and fashionwars- which i haven't played in awhile now... i haven't tried anything else on FB. I pay no attention to it 'coz i'm really busy this past few weeks and the last thing I want is to get addicted to farmtown, restaurant city, sorority or any applications. I got a dozens of request from my friends but sorry guys i aint gonna accept that until I finished everything. :(

ooopsss! it's already late :( I kinda lost track of time there. mmmmkay have to sleep coz im gonna wake up early tomorrow. so have a wonderful night everyone!

peace out!

all laughs

Sobrang nakakatawa sa church kahapon!Bumaligtad na talaga ang mundo. Ang mga lalake na ngayon si "mahinhin" at ang mga babae ay mga "bad ass". Mga tigasin ika nga hahaha.

We are oh so ridiculously having so much fun yesterday. Well every Sunday naman eh.

"Jesus was born to change two things.... bring the better or worse in us"
- Evangelist Jesse

Church is really the best way to destress yourself. I am truly grateful to God because he has given me these people that will help bring out the "good" side of me and help me become a good christian.
ohhh how lucky am I?!

Know your creation

So I made a list or should I say questions for the young kids we teach on our church. They will be having their loooooooooong exam. I'm so excited for them 'coz in this way, we will know if they have learned something from us.

(Try to answer it too lol.)

1. Ilan ang aklat na naisulat sa Bagong Tipan?
(How many books are there in New Testament?)

2. Sino ang nagsulat ng Genesis?
(Who wrote the book of Genesis?)

3. Ilan ang aklat na naisulat sa Lumang Tipan?
( How many books were written on the Old Testament?

4. Ilan lahat ang aklat na nailimbag sa Bibliya?
(How many books are there in the bible?)

5. Ano ang ginawa ng Diyos ng ika-pitong araw?
(what did God do on the 7th day?)

6. Kailan ginawa ng Diyos ang mga buwan, araw at mga bituin noong?
(What day did God created the moon, the sun and the stars?

7. Bakit ginawa ng Diyos ang tao?
(Why did God created a man?)

8. Bakit binigyan ng Diyos si Adan ng asawa?
(Why did God gave Adam a wife?)

9. Ano ang pinagbabawal na utos ng Diyos kay Adam at Eba?
(What did God command Adam and Eve not to do?

10. Gawa sa anong dahon ang ginawang mga damit nila Adan at eba?
(From what plant did Adam and Eve made their clothes from?)

11. Ano ang pangalan ng bunsong anak ni Adan?
(What is the name of the younger son of Adam?)

12. Bakit pinatay ni Cain si Abel?
(Why did Cain kill Abel?)

So there. It's supposed to be 15 questions but the other 3 is a matching type with an illustration.

Imma go now do my own thing so see yah!

I wonder what will I post on today?

I'm in the mood of thinking + typing at this very second.

...hmmmmm.....

I'm listening to Whee Sungs version of Insomnia and I lalalalalalaLOVE it!!!! more than the english one. Awww... this actually makes me miss my friends + clubbing + dance floor + dancing = GOING GAGA! hahaha. oye oye! those days.... whew. I've never stepped foot on a dance floor since like... uh.... hmmm.... forever!!! yikes! parang ang boring na ng buhay ko huhuhu. but anyways, it's ok. I'm into appreciating my life more nowadays. So everything is goin fine for me thank you very much!

Love of God is Stronger than temptation

How many times have I said that I will lessen my time to play around with my computer?
: I dunno the answer to that myself. I lost count already.

How bout not to eat junk foods anymore?
: I don't know either.

How about..... I will smoothen out my relationship with the people to whom I have grudges on?
: about a million times maybe?

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF PUTTING RESTRICTIONS IN MY LIFE. OR PLANNING SOMETHING THEN NOT ABLE TO STICK WITH IT.

"For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that I do."
- Romans 7:15

In short whatever it is I don't want it's what I do.

These verse really is amazing. I thought to myself, "Oh Ruby this defines your now."

Before, I always blame God for all the chaos that's been going on in my life. I have been always complaining. I pitied myself for not having a good life like other girls have. Or not being able to be loved by other people. Now, after being able to have been known about God (thru our church), I view things lightly. I believe now that whatever it is that's been going on in our lives- no matter how bad or good it is, everything was in God's plan. He gives us trials to mold us to become strong. Gave us temptations to enable us to learn how to runaway from it. Then tests us on how much faith we have in him to give him a call for help so that we can easily let loose from it.

But for me, the biggest problem we people have to face is TEMPTATION.

Everything we see in our surrounding is a BIG TEMPTATION. Even people can be a major enticement.

According to our pastor's sermon this morning. Temptation can be:

1. Timed. We always forget about God. Specifically when we are too busy with our own selfishness. Like computers or dates with boyfriend/s or girlfriend/s. We don't give out even just a little of our time to know about God. Not even on his day. Which is SUNDAY. 2. Strong. of course a direct approach. It's really hard to resist when it's there infront of us. It's like a magnet. It pulls us. 3. Persistent. Very stubborn like a little kid. It's a continuous process. One that never ends. 4. Available. 24/7. Whether our eyes are open or close. It's always there. Ready to eat us specially at our time of vulnerability. 5. Damaging. True Fact! it kills us mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually. Most of all we sin AGAINST GOD.

So how can we avoid or let our selves be free from it?

1. Anticipate it.
-> know yourself and your enemies. Be aware of what your situation is. Think and act wisely. AND ALWAYS KEEP GOD's WORDS WITHIN YOU. Feed yourself with his teachings. How? read the bible. When we wake up in the morning before we start our day and before we end our night.
2. Accept Responsibility.
-> First and foremost TO GOD, FOR GOD and FROM GOD. Let us delight everything for him. And of course take on your responsibilities to your family and friends.
3. Avoid it.
-> how? RUN AWAY FROM IT. If you are in a peers of alcoholics or drug users, instead of joining them, turn your back and run away from it. You can never get out when you always join the wrong side. God did not gave us problems in our lives if we can't handle it.

"There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it."
- 1 Corinthians 10:13

4. Ask for God's help.
-> Simply by PRAYING. If the US has 911, God has it's own lifeline too.

"Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and show thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not."
- Jeremiah 33:3

P.S.

• I am lovin' my new heart necklace.

• Shout out to my cousin Cocoy: Happy birthday!

• I am now a new fan of Shantea Mac. Know as Luvableviet on youtube lol. She is just so pretty and inspiring. Plus any girl can learn alot from her.
  

Persieds Meteor Shower

It's so nice to watch. How the meteors appear and disappear in just a split seconds. It's amazing how God creates things for us to enjoy. It's a matter of how we appreciate it that makes it more interesting.

I wanted to stay up 'till 1 am, but it got so chilly outside that my jacket and pants has no use. And the fact that it was too quiet and I was alone, makes everything so lonesome.

On the other hand, I'm really happy to be able to experience something as phenomenal like this scenario. I heard this takes place every August. So I guess I have something to look forward to every year.

Meanwhile, as I was glaring towards the sky, I was listening to 2NE1's songs at the same time. The song "Let's Go Party" was playing. Then this hit me....

"Lets go fart-y... Work that booty.."

ahahahaha(ok corny!)

Sorry. I'm just ecstatic right now. Seeing 2 or more meteors falling from the sky really amazes me (palibhasa first timer).

Well, that's how my night has been. I'm gonna take me zzzz's now. tata everyone! nighties!

Dear self: You missed an opportunity to know God

That sucks BIG TIME!

Because you ONLY decided to not go to your church's 6 days of Bible Seminar. How great can you be???!!!!

WRONG DECISION RUBY!!!

It only desolated your WHOLE WEEK! Thanks to your own reasoning!

Sorry for you! YOU just wasted alot:

• your time to learn about God and be more closer to him.
• got yourself into alot of annoying stuff here at home.
  
• And your sitting there feeling so fucked up! urgh!
  

Congratulations!

I made a list!

...of people to whom I would buy and give gifts to.

But I have to save lots of money first hahaha!

My jaw dropped and my eyes got really widen when I realized how many people I listed (20 plus!) and to how much money (don't ask T.T) I needed. Eeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkk! What was I thinking?!!!! Lol. Maybe I should rethink about this =)) Or lessen my list :(

I still got 4 months or so to save up anyway. Whatever will be the means come December, then I'll have to find a way to fill in with that allotted amount lol. *sigh*

Random: FB mode

I've been posting 2NE1's vidz in FB for quite some time now. And when I posted the "NOBODY" US version of WG. My friend was like - "Woooo! At last! I'm not seeing any DARA on your page anymore" hahaha. Nah! I'm just kidding. We just call her Ms. krung krung during our college days for some odd reasons. That's why it's kind of uhm a big deal to her. JOKE Shiens! Love yah lol.

Then a friend surveyed herself to what statement shirt will suit her. When I saw the result it really got me in a major ROFL!

Jean sumagot sa quiz na Anong STATEMENT SHIRT ang bagay sa'yo? at ang resulta ay WAG KA NANG MAGPA-REBOND, panget ka naman eh.

Over confident at malaki ang ulo. Wag kang mayabang, hindi ka kagandahan/kagwapuhan.

ahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahaha! It was really funny! Then I answered it myself and the result for me was:

Ruby sumagot sa quiz na Anong STATEMENT SHIRT ang bagay sa'yo? at ang resulta ay downt enderstend tegelog, eh? TENGNA MOW

Isa kang cool at rational na tao. Matalino at may sense. Marami kang friends. Ang masamang balita lang, mauubos na ang specie nyo, kaya.. "Humayo ka at magpakarami!" HAHAHA!

Say wut?! hahahaha!

I also added few pictures with my churchmates last Sunday. Fun times!

And I'm uber happy 'coz some people I know or familiar with, but not really close to them nor even talked to them not even once during college have added me. Thank you so much!

On another note:
- I have to arrange the inside of my closet. My things are in total wreck hahhaha.
- then do my readings at 1 pm onwards.
- planning to do a work out ("hiphop abs") before 6pm when I do my break. I've been eatin alot for the past 2 weeks now and my tummy is really... uh never mind. I don't want to say it lol.
- drink only milk in the evening. basically my dinner only thing :D
- mess around with my pamangking mwahahahaha!
- sleep early!

Mama, You know I love You!

"....it would take a lifetime for us to be okay because we will forever miss you,"
- Kris Aquino

I guess that sums up what I'm feeling until now....

Cory Aquino and my beloved aunt had ONE thing in common. And when I say one it is literally ONE. Cory Aquino died August 1,while my aunt died July 1. And they both died because of cancer. Cory to colon CA while my aunt to ovarian CA. Well, make that two.

Anyways, I am too saddened by what the circumstances has brought us. Everything still hasn't sink in to me. My aunts death has caused so much grievances to me and my family. We weren't exactly prepared for her departure. Infact we were never CLOSE to thinking about it. It never even crossed our minds.

My aunt may not be my real mom. But for me she is my second mom. She never did her job of caring for us out of obligation or responsibility. She did it because she loves us and that she's happy doing it. You will never hear her grumble or say bad things about how much she's done for us. No matter how tired she was, she's still doing her part as our MOMMY NENENG.

Before 2008 ends, we attended alot of functions together. Like, attending the Manny Villar Seminar every Saturday in Starmall. Her accompanying me to my driving lessons. Her teaching me how to cook Relyenong Bangus so I can cook for my dad when he's here and make it by myself. And more importantly, she has always been there for every occasion on our lives- birthdays, Christmas, New year. She was our chef. And I must say everything she prepare on our table were so damn delish! Saying that, got me thinking, what will happen to our Christmas this year and how can we welcome 2010 now that she's gone?

We greeted 2009 with full of happiness and smiles. Our new year with her for this year was for me the BEST so far. Little did we know that it will be our last.

Her sickness started with just a simple cough. She never complained about it. But we noticed that it got worser and worser. Her x-ray shows, that fluids had already accumulated her lungs. Her doctor had just given her a medication to remove it. But there was no use for her to continue those meds. She was still coughing and coughing and coughing. At the same time, her abdomen was getting bloated. So we asked for a second opinion. This time to a general surgery practitioner but they had to transfer her to OB for further check up. No doctor can really tell what her condition was all about. She had gone through major laboratory exams and CT scan. They said there was a cyst inside her. But still, there was no true diagnosis. I was in doubt already. I just kept my silence. When the doctors cut her open for her operation, they just gave up because according to them "her cyst had grew in a very disagreeable manner" so they just took a sample for biopsy.

The result of that biopsy had cleared what was on my mind. It was POSITIVE. She had a Stage 3 Ovarian cancer. It was really a shocking truth for my family. One of the doctors had said that she might live for a maximum of 6 months and that we should give her our full love and support. It was so hard to accept. We didn't tell her about her situation at first.

One day, while we were both watching t.v., she suddenly blurted out:
" Bing, Stage 3 na pala ako..."

I was in a total blank. Turned out she was holding all her hospital documents. She found it somewhere. I kept my cool and said nothing.

But despite the caring we did for her, I am living my now with so much shame and full of regret. Because while she was in bed fighting for her life, I had said some bad things and treated her ugly at times out of stress and pressure.

How can I say sorry to her now that she's gone? How can I give her my hugs and kisses? How can I say I Love You to her? More so say THANK YOU for all that she has contributed in our family especially to me. How can I accept the fact that she's gone? When, it's the last thing I want for someone who has impacted so much and has been a part of my life.

Truly, Kris was right. It will really take a lifetime for me to be okay because I will forever miss her...

I won't say good bye. Nor forget about her. I will not let her go. But I will move on. I don't know how, but I know she and God will help me find a way.

I Love you Mommy Neneng!
Please guide us still even if you're in heaven.
You now can be eternally happy with God.....

Change!

I decided to change my layout again. Boooo!

Love the one I chose yesterday, but it gave me alot of problems with my posts.

- I can't post 2 or more entries in one day.
- And when I try to open my recent entries the words just scattered in the entire site.

So yeah I stayed up late just to find a new skin. I found another one but still there were some errors in it so I tried to find a new one today (yeah this early lol). Well I liked this one. I'm gonna do the edits when I come back later on 'coz I have alot of major things to do.

Ciao!

happy one year old!

My dear blogspot.

It's been one heck of a ride. From being a newbie that I am, without even knowing how to write something worth reading for, we still manage to survive a one year of posting about nonsense hahaha. Hmm.. I wonder we if we can still make it to number 2 :)

Anyhows, about my post earlier, am gonna do a summary of it na lang kasi I can't recall what I wrote.

june 28: happy me :)
- it was my birthday. It was also a sunday, so, I was at church almost the whole day that time. Plus my churchmates and I were practicing a song for one of our sisters wedding. But a day or two before that, my mom told me about papa sending me something from abroad. It was edible she said. But I just ignored it 'coz..... "si Papa? magpapadala ng gift? it's a miracle!" Well, we do celebrate my birthday naman everytime he's here in pinas but never when he's out of the country. He haven't even done that in my entire 25 years of existence. OOOOOOOOOPPPPS! did I say 25? waaaaaa! So anyway, I got home around 7pm i think. The first thing that caught my eyes were the bouquet of red roses sitting on one of our cabinets. I knew it then that it was for me :P then I saw a huge cake in the table which by the way written on it was

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
RUBY ANN CRYSTAL

Love Papa

It was really a shocker to me hahaha. I'm like "Kay Papa talaga galing to?" hehehe.
I'm super lucky to have a sweet father. Salamat po papa :) I love you!

july 1: bad news:good news (1:1)
- Imma write the good one and save the bad one for the next post instead.

CONGRATULATIONS BRO!
My brother got hired to Mitsubishi Company as one of their Engineer. My whole family is happy for him :D

Last week of July: New Gadget!
- A new cellphone from Papa again. This time my sister and I have both the same thing. A Nokia E66. My motorazr got bugged or something it just doesn't function anymore :( too bad I love that phone but I'm happy it got replaced in a short time. It's so hard to have no means of communication to my friends and family and especially that I have an online shop to which our customers use to contact me at times.

My current addiction: 2NE1
- Gawd! I am such a Dara fanatic now. I hate her then but I adore her now. makes sense? :))
I'm listening to "I don't care". Which is on repeat mode on my phone hahaha. super perfect for all the jerks out there Lol.

The whole thing were basically all the great/wonderful things that came my way this past few days. I only want to remember the HAPPY moments for the mean time. Tragic ones please move away please!

CRASH AND BURN!

I was writing an entry about the things that had happened to me during my time of hiatus when all of a sudden, this crappy laptop of mine fucked up and ruined everything!!

I am so close of throwing this out off my window and let the thunder do the crashing and burning!

Shit.