Sunday, November 30, 2008

I think I was the only one jotting down notes yesterday. Can't blame everyone else. Our topic was all about REVIEW PREPARATION which was pretty far off from our interests(academically speaking). Some listened. Some did not care. But I needed to write it down to motivate me.  

See the capitalized focus? yeah I need a gazillion focusing in my life right now. AS IN BADLY!

*pardon my doodling on the sides. Was bored at the same time lol. :D

twilight memorabilia

whoa! what a lucky gal. 

That car was the same car rob/edward drove in the movie. It was given to Tiffany Kuhne, a fan who won a contest at tyra banks show. 

How ridiculously fortunate can she be?

Saturday, November 29, 2008

my sched for the whole december. wow! we are so full starting next week. Mon-Mon. WTH! 

The pressure is ON baby! T_T

Friday, November 28, 2008

I have been really tired...

for two days that I've been attending my review classes. I dunno. Maybe I'm not used to it anymore. All the studying, reading, answering exams and all. 

We haven't started the lectures yet, but we were introduced to alot of exams already. and it's not just a normal exam, it was waaaaaaaaaaaaay waaaaaaaaaaaay harder than what we all expected. 

For our first day. I was late. lol wut? yep I was. Well, I wasn't alone. I was with two other friends. But there were some who came late after we did. So it was ok.

We were accommodated by an orientation first. About the long preamble of the history of the center, the instructors, and all the scary-ing information about the board exam itself which adds more to our frustrations, pressure, stress, and EVERYTHING!! arghhh!!. I thought it was never gonna end.

Then, our pre-test came, Man!!!!!! it was a killer one! First question, OMFGawd! All the confusions, and the what-the-hell-is-this concealed me. The questionare was like 299 more coming right at 'ya. BEWARE!

Oh come on?! walang patawad talga?

I kept on squeezing my brain/cells for answers. All the stock knowledge in my head was all drained up and yet I still forced my self to remember what I have learned in college. I was very anxious. In the end, my scores were low. hahahaha. Well atleast I did not get any zero scores in every subject. Considering I did not study or anything like it the night before or the week before that 300 items pre-test. Was not very satisfying but atleast I've proven to myself that I still remember something (or learned I guess lmao). All I gotta do is to  burn all the midnight oils 'till the day of the board exam comes. 

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Haven't read the book yet but I'm really falling for Edward.

(not Rob as Edward but the Edward in the book/movie. I'm not really a fan of Rob. Does it make sense? lol.) 

Oh! I love the role of Alice. I wish I can be her. hahaha. I want to have her power to see things and be strong and can fly at the same time. so cool. love her.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

CANCER - The Beauty

MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer's Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most are artists and insane respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!

Monday, November 24, 2008

slumbee me..

as much as I love my room, there is something in it that I'm really disliking about.

Whenever I try to study or read something I tend to find my self falling (as in fast) asleep. *_* And I mean this is really a bad thing especially when I want to really study hard for my review. arrgghh!! even coffee can't do anything to make me open up my eyes. pfft! 

bathed...

@ 4 in the morning

the story:
been up since 2am and since I've been twirling around and 'round and 'round in my bed ('coz I can't sleep anymore), I decided to take a shower.

Now, I'm beginning to feel the dullness in my eyes. 

So. good mornight mr. sunshine!!!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

ooooooooooooooooooppppppss....

before I forget!

Happy Birthday Lola!!!
I miss you soooooooo soooooooooo much!!
I love You!!!

I hope you're watching us from above. 

Oh! please ask God to bless me and odjing (my brother) in our review and the board exam parse.

Thank youuuuuuuuuuu po!! 

mwah mwah mwah mwah!!!

Another Add-ons

to my sanctuary...

vanity mirror
*tis one we bought last week when papa was still here.

shoe cabinet 
* this.. I got today. 

(Wonderful! I just lurveee the way how my room looks. :D

I think imma have to shift to interior designing hahaha)

Friday, November 21, 2008

Wish List For 2009

1. Pass the Medical Technology Board Exam - no need to explain more...

2. Oath Taking - have to.. have to.. have to.. this proves that you really did pass the board and you have a license. 

3. good career - I'm really wishing (and praying) for this one so bad. Even if no Mr. Right for me still, I just want this wish to come true. More than ever.

4. Boots - gotta have one (or two :D) It's the only type of shoe that's missing on my rack. Before, i don't regard it as a must in my belongings, but now I've learned that boots can make one's look super stylish in anyway you want it. so gotta have one.

5. Starbucks Planner 2009 - since my sister resigned from SB, it's a wonder for me on how will I get hold this planner. 24 order of drinks = 24 stickers to fill  is really annoying. 

6. New laptop - wanna ditch this old laptop. It's starting to get in my nerves because of it's slowness. 

7. Hongkong/Singapore/Korea - any will do. I really need to have a good vacation.

8. Disneyland - uh huh! never been to any disney locations, so now I really want to.

9. U.K. - .............................. 

10. Good health for me and my family and more blessing from God- my all time wish.

Just finished watching this movie. It's a cutesy movie. What persuaded me to see it was when I saw Tyra Banks endorsing it oin her show (The Tyra Banks Show). Well, basically because she produced it herself. She super loved the book that she decided to make it onto a movie. 

Good job TB!

I loved it.

I loved it more than mean girls. It's actually more suited for youngsters/teenagers, but heck! I'm not that old myself. And besides. My 12 year old in me is always on the go to appreciate this kind of film. Further more, I can get alot of ideas when it comes to style/dressing up/fashion (whatever you call it).

P.S. 

Thanks watch-movies.net for always uploading in advance. Much appreciated by all. <3

Monday, November 17, 2008

bon voyage..

Papa is on his way to Brazil now. Awww.
This makes me so so so lonely. And I'm pretty sure my mom as well.  

We'll miss him. We always do.

Love you pa!

I pray that God will always protect you and keep you away from harm.
(....and temptations hahaha. :P)

Visiting Nemo

My whole family and I went to Manila Ocean Park this evening. It's somewhat our despedida party for my father as he will depart again from us for another 5-6 months. Awww. Darn! I am now close to crying again. I hate it when my papa has to go away for his work. I'm liking the fact that this year, he's been with us for like 2 months. The longest time he have stayed with us. Then we all have to deal with this again....

Ok enough Ruby! Don't get too senti about this... Moving on Moving on...

Manila Ocean Park was such a disappointment. On my part that is. It didn't meet my expectations. I thought the aquariums are so big that it can feature alot of different sea creatures that I don't get to see on daily basis. Well there are some odd looking fishes in it but then after a few rounds on their aquariums I was left hangin. I felt that it can improve more. After all, the Philippines is surrounded by the sea. Oh well. I can understand. The whole park itself is not through yet because some part is still under construction. But I hope by next year they will give more to their visitors. Because 400 pesos as an entrance fee... is alot. So I'm crossing my fingers to it.


* I thought this was a rock. lol can you believe that it's actually a fish?

*me and my brothers went to play arcade after our fish exploring.

*this I heart so much. FISH SPA!!

*my only souvenir.  

P.S.

I think friendster is shutting down for good. huhuh... I think I have to resort to Myspace and Facebook for now... -.-"

Saturday, November 15, 2008

 "A day without a smile is a day wasted."
- Simon Atlee (fiancé of supermodel Petra Němcová. He was drowned in Thailand by the tsunami following 2004 Indian Ocean earthquake.)

Friday, November 14, 2008

I had a very delightful day today.. 

mhhmm..

I accompanied Henz in Cityland Tower Makati for she payed the required payment for her NMAT thingy. But before that, we both went to FEU first to have her documents signed by the dean of our former uni.

After that. We directly went to Megamall to unwind. We had our lunch/dinner at Sbarro. I love Sbarro. Their pizzas are so huge that everytime I look at it I find myself laughing (silently). We each ordered a piece of pizza and a whole pasta. Our greediness in foods are attacking us everytime we are together. huhuhu I can't focus on my diet damn! I think we stayed at that pizza parlor for more than 2 hours.

After eating, we strolled the mall to window shop. Atleast that's what we thought. Then our feet brought us to Skin Food. The way the salesmen/gay talk is very intriguing. They are so funny and so playful with the way they sell their products. Henz and I were not suppose to buy anything on that store because all of their products are too E-X-P-E-N-S-I-V-E for our lifestyle.

ok I must i admit that we both are "cheap" girls when it comes to buying stuff. but hey there's nothing wrong with being practical. Especially this days. right?

But then "Angel" (one of the salesgay lol)had us in a very compromising position. He said that he will give us a free make over regardless if we are going to buy something or not. ughh yeah right! So he had our eyebrows shaved, put eyeshadows on our eyes, then lipgloss then bush on, etc, etc. We kinda felt bad about not buying anything so Henz decided to buy this 800+ worth of toner. errr Can you believe the price? for just one toner? whew! scary.

Oh while he's doing my eyebrows, he accidentally murdered my right brow lol. He cut my brow ending me with a tiny wound that was by the way still bleeding after we left the store. Talking about baeutifying ourselves. -.-

P.S. Is it me? or Friendster is shutting down? huhuhuhu I can't open the site.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Things I Love Thursday

Late post (again). But then I wanna share it.

  • swimming ventures with my friends - @ Paradise Resort in Bulacan. Last November 8, 2008 to celebrate my friends birthday.
  • enjoying coffee with friends - @ Starbucks. The next day, after Debbie's birthday celebration.
  • my nephews recovery - from pneumonia
  • enrolling at ACTS - classes will start on Nov. 27, 2008
  • finding a possible dorm - which I can stay for the next 3 months
  • my papa - not included in the hijack
  • Fudgee Bar - hehe.. I've been so addicted to this for the past few days. 
  • being productive 
this is so frustrating. =(

50 Things

I stumbled a site that features her 50 things. It's kinda interesting so I decided to make one too. 50 things  about me, interests me and somehow affected me since I was a kid until now. Pardon the disorderliness. I just type whatever things that pops into my head.

1. God
2. family and friends
3. friendster/myspace/facebook/multiply
4. music
5. diary/blogging/gratitude journal
6. reliv
7. chocolates
8. cellphone
9. laptop
10. photography
11. vision board
12. olay
13. America's Next Top Model/Brittain's Next top Model/Australia's Next top model
14. The Bad girls Club
15. movies
16. Victoria secret
17. Fried Chicken
18. Picnik/Photobucket
19. MICO Dance Troop
20. colored pens
21. OZ world/DOMO/Rose Online/Tantra/Pirates King Online
22. double sided tape
23. sticky notes/stationaries
24. pink/red
25. sailormoon/Maskman
26. The Secret
27. YM/MSN
28. Teddies
29. Cosmo/Candy Magazines
30. Precious Romance/Sweet Valley Pocketbooks
31. figurines
32. Pizza
33. Oils/Lotions
34. Massage
35. sleep
36. my moms Lechon Kawali
37. Videoke
38. my bed
39. blush-on/lipgloss
40. late nights with friends
41. Venipuncture
42. unpremeditated questions/feelings/plans
43. moody
44. procrastination/slackness
45. Kim Kardashian/Angelina Jolie
46. huskies/Hamster
47. bags
48. Tyra Banks/Petra Nemcova
49. Britney Spears/Rihanna 
50. bar hopping

There yah go. Some of the few things that is related to me. 

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Somali pirates seize second Stolt ship-official

(click title for the article)

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

BAD NEWS PEOPLE!!

OMG!

I woke up this morning only to find out that the ship that my father sailed with before he went home was hijacked by the Somali pirates.

My family and I were so scared and at the same time was relieved because of this news. My father was at first set to go home on December but decided to go home last October to take his Master Mariner Licensure Exam. Which he already took last week. We are just waiting for the results. *crossing our fingers*

God really works in mysterious ways. I am just so happy that my father is here with us. Safe with us. So thank you God. 

I am just saddened by the fact that the crew on that ship was under my fathers hands before. And now this. I can only pray for their safety and for the families they left here in the Philippines. 

Please let us all pray for their security. I know God will not leave them. 

God Bless Us All.

Oh by the way. My father will embark another voyage. He will depart on Monday. And Thank You Lord again 'coz he's journey will only include Brazil and the states. So no Somali Pirates can harm him, his ship and his crew.

My faith in God grew even more stronger now that this happened. It is the only weapon that I can give to my father. I know that he will always guide and protect him.

I love both my parents more than my life. So this is really an eye opener for my family. 

Oh I Love You Lord!!!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

To move out or not

Just got home.

Henz and I went to enrol at ACTS Review Center this afternoon. It is located in Sta. Mesa.

Say what?! From Fairview - Sta. Mesa? ehh good luck to me.

Anyway, the classes will start on Nov. 27. So I better start preparing the things that I will be using.

After that we went house haunting for a place that I can live in for the next 3 months. Yeah! that's right. I will be moving. Temporarily. But only if my mom agrees to the place (and price -.-). 

The rain was really nasty to us. It poured and poured and poured and poured. The same day that I decided to look for a house. How great was that. argghhh! Since neither Henz or me don't have an umbrella on our bags, we didn't have a choice but to race with it in order for us to get to our destination. It was unbelievable. 

We found a place near the review center itself. Well like a 10-15 mins ride. But it's the only place that I think is very much suitable for me. The only catch is - before it became a dormitory, it was originally a motel. hahahaha

Cool huh? Lol

There are alot of rooms that I can choose. Single, Double, Triple, etc, etc. The one that I saw was a room for two persons. When I saw it, it was perfect! It's like my room. Only it's a bit bigger. My favorite part of that room is the bathroom. It has a shower. NICE! Plus the water runs down as either hot or cold. Lovely! I can have a nice warm bath every night before I go to sleep. 

The entire place is really cool. It  has a nice ambiance to it. Quiet place. Nice people. Good security. And the price is not that high also. Very convenient actually. What more can I ask for?

But still the final decision is with my mom of course. If she says yes then Yey for me. But if she says no then I'm cool with it also. I'm having second thoughts anyway. 

Just thinking about moving to another place makes me miss alot of things (and persons). Honestly, I'm starting to miss my own room right now even if I'm here typing and making this entry. I feel like crying. awww... =/

Monday, November 10, 2008

Migraine

Oo nga pala,
Hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito lang ako
Nangangarap na mapa-sayo

Hindi sinasadya
Na hanapin pa ang lugar ko
Asan nga ba ako?
Andiyan pa ba sa iyo?

Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba 'ko sa'yo?
Aasa ba ko sayo?

Nasusuka ako,
Kinakain na ang loob
Masakit na mga tuhod,
Kailangan bang lumuhod?

Gusto ko lang naman,
Yung totoo
Hindi po ang sagot,
Ay 'di rin isang tanong

Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo?
Asan ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo?
Aasa ba ko sayo?

Dahil 'di na makatulog (makatulog)
Dahil 'di na makakain (makakain)
Dahil 'di na makatawa (makatawa)
Dahil 'di na

Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito na lang ako

Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Asan ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo... Nahihilo...
Nalilito...

*my exact feelings for someone. too bad I can only dream of him and impossible for it to come true. =[

Bakit ba

ayaw magkaroon ng spacing tong mga posts ko?!!!!!
N-A-I-I-R-I-T-A

N-A

A-K-O

Edit: Aun! yes. naayos ka din sa wakas. wooohooo!

Extended Pool

The original content of this post wassupposedly about the swimming ventures I had with my girl friends last night. But then I was disrupted by the noise my family were making out side my room. I didn't mind it then 'til I realized that there was a terrifying typhoon hitting our place. At first I thought it was only a storm that can't bother us.

Until I looked outside my window and saw this...


The entire street of where our house stand was flooded. The water even entered our garage. It was horrifying.

P.S. I was afraid for our car Lol.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

It's sooooooooo hard being a girl

I was busy packing my things for tonights swimming with my friends. Then it hit me.

Omigawd! What am I gonna wear?

Suddenly, I was worried because as you all know, I gained weight alot. So A.L.O.T of my clothes don't fit me anymore. Only a few pieces can. Skirts, leggings, tights and my new bought skinny jeans are the only pieces I can wear for lower body. I don't want to bring too many clothes because it's only an over night swimming. I don't have a problem with what to wear for the pool and stuff but my main concern is when I go home tomorrow. So I was thinking that I would wear the clothes that I have on during my meet up with friends and wear it again tomorrow when we go home. I was planning on wearing my black skinny jeans but then I thought, what if after tomorrows event I'm gonna have a hard time putting it on because for sure later tonight until tomorrow there's gonna be alot of EATING!

Then I have my black gypsy skirt. That would make my life more easier. But then I'm not really comfortable wearing skirts. Arghh.. Infact, I hate skirts lol.

AHHHHHHHHHH! what must I do? Can't decide. huhuhu.

Friday, November 7, 2008

I am such a...

crybaby.

I always see myself in tears everytime I see someone crying. Or even if it's just a sad or an overwhelming scenario. Whether it involves my famiy. friends, movies, T.V., or Books. You name it. My heart can't stand scenes that are too touchy and too dramatic. My tears just fall onto itself. It's as if I have no control over it (obviously!).

Ok I admit. I'm really a very sensitive person. And I think this is also the reason why I tend to be very emotional in alot of cases.

It's really embarrassing.

My friends and family would just ask me, "why are you crying?" and I'm like "'coz of the movie.."

pfft.
Lol. Me in my Filipiniana attire (taken 2 years ago).
A must in every graduating students here in the Philippines.

I'm not really inlike with this pic.
My face looks weird.

"You got something that I really want and
Come here, we don’t even have to talk and
Lay back, and let me tell you what I’m thinking
Cause I like you"

Wednesday, November 5, 2008


Oprah was right.
This is the real meaning of democracy.

I only open facebook just to play this.
How lame can I be? sheesh!

You suck! BIG TIME!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

90210
Annie: so where's the restaurant?
Ty: in San Francisco..
- Annie jetting off with the richest guy in their school.
(Yey! my all time favorite series is back.
wooohooo!)
It's only 7:24 am (atleast on my bros PC clock) and I'm making this post so early.

I only had 2 hours sleep.

My mom woke me up to test her sugar.

I ended up sleeping on our sofa downstairs because our poor little angel (my little nephew) had a 39degrees temperature which doesn't seem to decrease after all the meds we forced him to take.

We all panicked last night and got scared because of his fever. We rushed him to the hospital and that damn doctor doesn't seem to know the routine tests he have to do (lol. nagmamagaling!).

He requested urinalysis. Err duh! When you're patient's fever is that high and his body is all shaky, what I know is when there's U/A, there's got to be a CBC request on your other hand. But NO. What this doctor did was he requested CBC for the next day to be done. HECK!

arghhh!

But anyways, I shouldn't let that bother me because he did not torture our little angel. I mean no extraction or anything like it so I'm cool with it.

The last time I checked his temp (which is not too long ago), fortunately he's body seems to cool down now. THANK GOD!

I was really scared for my nephew. He's only 10 months old and he suffered alot. I love my little nephew. And seeing him in pain really breaks my heart. Hahaha. Funny how people thought that he's my kid. And I react like he was my own. Lol.

I guess having to work in a hospital really changes someone's life at some point.

Monday, November 3, 2008

Shit!

my gadgets are starting to give up on me.
  • my mouse is giving me some signs that it's about to retire.
  • for some reason, I can't connect to the internet. I think my laptop's LAN card is basted.
  • I can't open my other cellphone.
I'm starting to get annoyed by this crappy circumstances. grrrrrrrr. grrrrrrrrrr.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

I miss my girls (my BFF's).
I miss my group (group 5).
I miss my co-interns (all of them).
I miss this room (bacteriology room)
I miss the laboratory (I hate all about the laboratory).
I miss being an intern (I hate being an intern).
I miss being a medtech student (I hate being a medtech student).

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Stranger in Disguise

We have a tradition here in the Philippines where in every Halloween time, we light a candle outside our houses and offer foods to an altar. We do these to pay respect for our loved ones who already passed away. Filipinos believed that even spirit come to visit their families who they left in this world. We offer foods because we believe that even spirits get hungry in the middle of their. So they have to eat when they arrive at their destination.

One elemental thing that proves that the spirits have come is when a butterfly visits your home.

And awhile ago when I went outside to see what my mom was doing, a butterfly was flying along my way. It was a big brown butterfly. I told my mom about it and she said that there were two of them. I didn't see the other one but I know that my long lost loved ones are here now. To visit us.

I don't wanna get too emotional about this because I truly missed my lola. And seeing my mom's tears awhile ago while she lights the candles was like pricking a needle in my heart...


Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do...

This is such a good movie. Very inspiring.

I never thought that it can happen in real life.

I've only seen this kind of story in movies. Like, the classic movie- To Sir with Love, and the one that Michelle Pfeiffer stared on- Dangerous Minds (I’m not sure though if this too was a true story, but I really liked it).

What I loved about this film was its theme...

TASTE FOR CHANGE.

And yes. The story was all about CHANGE. In a good way of course.

From cynical, juvenile delinquent students to the best students throughout their entire high school year.

With the help of one person. Ms. G.

Her being a newbie for teaching doesn’t stopped her from teaching 150 “special-kind-of-students”. Special for they were the most outrageous students on their school. And their class were the most notorious ones in high school. Many don’t believe in them. Many don’t bother to understand these kids has gone through. Many don’t give them respect. Many don’t give a damn

But Ms. G did. She was the only ONE did. She valued and respected her students despite their bad reputation. She never neglected them. She did not give up on them. She had become their HERO.

She taught them to use pen and papers instead of guns. She instilled in them the value of thinking first before attacking. And it's a smart way to teach her students.

In the end, because they accepted change in their lives… They all got the respect they deserve…